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A light warm wind blows through the parking garage of Petrograd
Block.  I glance back at the dimming taillights of La Paloma. 
Slouching and feeling quite disoriented, I stumble into the lower levels
of the building.
	"Hey you!" yells somebody.  
	Cops.
	I raise my hands over my head as two Popo officers grab me. 
They throw me against a wall and search me.
	Rough hands seize me and empty my possessions. 
"Bankcard, keycard, Marsec workpass--shit, this fucker probably
mugged some suit.  Means, scan this!" 
	The Popo prick doesn't mention the hundred dollars in my
pocket.  He merely stuffs it into his trousers.
	"What's your name?" asks Means, a big cop whose nose looks
like it's been busted a few times.
	"Karl Umeda Williams," I mumble, feeling sleepy.
	"Hm," he grunts.  "You work for Marsec?"
	"Special Assistant to VP Kaleta," I drone back.
	Means raises his eyebrows and turns to confer with his
partner.  They chat for a few moments.  Feeling bored, I rest my head
against the warm concrete of the lower level wall.  The cops discuss
my identification for a while, with the little asshole whining a lot.  I
yawn, and scratch my butt.
	"Either of you guys know a 'Grocke'?" I ask, wishing the two
would either get down to the task of beating the shit out of me or
letting me go.
	The little dude laughs.  "The Bitch?  That hooker whore from
Vice?  You one of her 'clients' or some shit like that?"
	"Something like that," I respond.  "She get transferred?"
	"Yeah--couldn't find her on the street corner or nothin'?"
	I chuckle slightly.
	"I hear that she made lieutenant," adds Means.
	"She spread her legs for the colonel or somethin'?"
	"She is a whore," comments the big Popo.  "They passed up a
dozen better guys for the promotion."
	The little dude hands back my cards, sans cash.
	"Go home," he orders.
	"You have a badge number?" I ask--just to scare the guy.  He
doesn't believe that a grungy looking drunk living in Petrograd could
possibly be from Marsec--but I watch him tense up even more.
	"Who wants to know?"  The smaller cop touches his lawpistol
holster.
	Means steps forwards.  "I'm Corporal Frank Means, and my
number is twelve fifty-eight seven hundred and seven."  He juts a large
finger at my throat.  "Go ahead and lodge a complaint.  Even if you
are some Marsec suit, there isn't anybody who should be wandering
around after twelve.  Two hours past curfew--explain that in your
complaint."
	I back away from the two, my hands still held up.
	"Hey, it's OK," I apologize.  "It's cool with me.  You guys are
OK in my book," I keep on blathering, backing up to the stairwell.  I
turn the corner and sprint up the several flights, taking steps three to a
stride.
	I run my keycard through my door lock, praying that they
didn't do anything fiendish like erase its magnetic strip.  The bolt
opens, and I throw myself inside, slamming it shut behind me.
	My heart winds down.  I throw aside the contents of my
pockets.  What a day . . .
	I touch my belt; an unfamiliar metallic ring is shoved over its
tip.  I pull it off and hold it up to the light of my computer screen.  A
blank bronze circle confronts me.  I try it on my right ring finger; it
fits, but it's not entirely smooth on its inner surface.  Pulling it off, I
switch on my desk lamp and peer inside it.
	Surely enough, a miniscule number is etched inside.
	666.
	Shit; this can't be serious.
	I put the ring back on, fall onto my futon, and swear at my
ceiling.
	Shit, this is serious!  But I'm no Diablo thug!  I'm no slum
scum!  I'm no child molesting monster like that Pedante!  And yet . . .
Nat seems to have seen me into this brotherhood of evil.
	I clench a fist and wave it at the ceiling, tightening my
muscles until my knuckles turn white.  Jesus.
	The ring looks good on my finger.
	I laugh and take it off again, running the tips of my thumb
and index finger over it.  I wonder how many little slum kids join up
just because they get a nifty piece of jewelry.  Is this how everybody
joins Diablo?  Do they just get three kisses and bang, they're engaged
to the devil?
	Engaged to the devil.  Huh, why can't they just get tattoos like
other gangs?
	Did Wolf join up like this?  Did Nat join up like this?  Did
Hap join up like this?
	The question bothers me.  I strip down, turn off the lights,
and feeling stupid, clutch the ring off my work bench and put it on. 
Wolf--we never teased the poor kids in Buenos Aires, but we always
gave hell to the stupid rich pricks like us who tried to dress all gang-
banger, with tattoos, handkerchiefs and all the other idiosyncrasies
that defined gang life.  "Morons who are always want to belong," Wolf
said to me.
	And now he's Diablo?  Probably part of his 'job'.  Christ, to
sink that low . . .
	Nat.  'Diablo lieutenant,' eh?  With the way she jerked around
that guard, she must be kinda important.  Maybe on a level with
Pedante?  No.  Nat seems like something else . . . the pants are a clue. 
Hakama pants--the loose, flowing, deep navy pants that hide feet and
give off the impression that their wearer is floating.  Samurai gear. 
That's it--Nat is a samurai.
	I laugh and pitch a balled up sock at the ceiling.  It hits with a
satisfying thump, and falls back near my feet.
	Samurai.  Sure.
	The Japanese are dead.
	And what of Hap?  Who is this remorseful jock, and why does
he strike me as . . . tragic?  What does a master flight mechanic have
to do have to chauffeur around a Diablo lieutenant and her prosti- and
Wolf?  Wolf.  Why is he in the employ of such masters?  I saw the
look on his face, his pained, long look of impotence when we were
leaving Bunny in the claws of that freak Pedante.  Wolf and Nat--I can
see them as slummers.  But Hap . . . Hap is the peg which least fits.
	The feeling of the ring around my finger has already become
internalized.  It is there, but I must think about it to feel its pressure.

I wake late.  My shower, my slow revival of my senses, takes even
longer.  I yawn through a breakfast of microwave fresh eggrolls.
	And then I realize the time.  9:30.  I should've been at the
Internal Affairs Front Desk about an hour ago.
	I throw on my uniform and run.

Nilwar pecks away at his lapcomputer, scratching the short grayish
stubble that seems to cover every bit of his head except his broad,
balded cranium.  He sits in a borrowed receptionist's chair, its wheels
locked at the front of the Internal Affairs gravlift.  A puzzled
expression crosses his face, and he glances at the gold watch around
his left wrist.
	"Uh, sorry about the delay," I stammer, my breath still short
after having jogged partway through the tubes.
	Nilwar doesn't smile.  He calls across the lobby to Chief
Receptionist Thorpe, who sends a small Chinese girl to him.  He clears
his computer, folds it up, and stands.  The receptionist takes it and his
seat.
	"Stay up late yesterday?" he asks, apparently innocuously.
	My response is guarded.  "Maybe.  Why?"
	Nilwar snorts and taps his watch.  "Almost thought that you'd
forgotten."
	"Sorry about that," I repeat.
	Nilwar is silent for a moment.
	"Let's go," he says, briskly walking away from the gravlift.  I
almost ask him something, but then turn and give chase.
	The Security sergeant marches with precision, putting his feet
down quickly and lightly.  My longer legs quickly catch up to him.
	"Uh, where are we going?"
	"The Range," he answers.  I realize that he moves silently. 
Even his breath is inaudible.
	We walk down several well-lit, well-decorated hallways,
making numerous turns.  I can feel the weight of this building even
more so; ambient music from hidden speakers attempts to mask it, but
I make out the bass throb of power transfer conduits.
	Finally, when it seems like I've walked for a kilometer,
Nilwar turns to a double-wide doorway exactly identical to the
hundreds we've passed.  Only a small brass panel differentiates this
one.  It denotes 1A449--AUTHORIZED PERSONNEL ONLY.
	Nilwar presses open the door.  I follow him.
	Wearing helmets and thick suits of alloy painted the red and
black of Marsec, four guards greet us in a small, alloy sided room. 
The smallest one is a grey blood I assume; it stands well back of the
others, armed with something other than a machinegun.  Stun
grapple?
	Nilwar pulls out a pass chained to his belt.  The guards
glance at it out of habit and then wave him through.  One guard, an
M4000 slung from his shoulder, directs me to lean against a wall. 
Another takes my computer satchel and rifles through it.  The first
pads me down, runs a chemical detection wand over my body, looks at
my workpass, and sends me after the sergeant with my bag.
	One ultraviolet decontamination room later, I catch up to
him.
	"Would you mind explaining what all this is about?" I ask of
him.
	"You with us or not?" he responds.  I notice that he's now
wearing a gunfighter's belt; a clunky, antique plasma pistol hangs
from his right thigh.
	"What do you mean by that?"
	"Are you with us?" asks Nilwar, louder.  My, that's a large
weapon . . .
	"Yes," I answer.
	"Good," smiles the guard.  "Otherwise I'd have had to shoot
you."
	I think he's making a joke.
	We are in some sort of maintenance corridor deep within the
Marsec Building.  Pipes, cables, and clusters of fiber-optic lines line
the walls and ceiling, all dimly lit by long florescent tubes hanging
from above.  They are equipped with proximity sensors; they light up
as Nilwar begins striding down the hall.
	I run up to him and walk alongside.
	"First of all, you are lucky, Karl.  What Hageny would've
liked more than anything would be to have shipped you to Mars until
the board of directors was re-elected.  But the unexpected appearance
of your friend Warren changed all that."
	"How so?" I ask.
	"Well, you've probably seen it for yourself.  Miss Hawthorne
is a Diablo agent; one of the closest to Oscuro, I think."
	"Oscuro?"
	Nilwar snorts.
	"The man born Enrique Oscuro was a Former Synthmesh
laborer who woke up one day at age eighteen and decided that he
wanted to be a king.  He, and some of his buddies, broke into the
narcotics trade with baseball bats, shotguns, and a downright
barbarian mentality.  They protect each other like they're one big
family; but God help any stranger that walks into their turf.  Most
street thugs would shoot you and leave your corpse in a dumpster. 
Diablos go a little further . . .
	"They've ripped out the intestines-" Nilwar looks me in the
eyes, "the intestines of enemy gang members . . ."
	I grimace, my abdomen tightening instinctively.
	"But the worst part is that Oscuro thinks he's protecting the
slums from bad influences, and he's very good at convincing
everybody, including himself, that he and his 'diablos' are not the
problem, but it's the Senate and Megapol who are selling drugs,
running prostitution rings, and shaking down every slummer they can
find."
	"Wow."
	"There's criminal and there's criminal, Karl, but Oscuro's in a
category by himself.  Diablo has made millions in the drug trade, but
he's not in it for the money.  He and his diablos can be incredibly cruel
and violent, but only when they feel the need.  No, something else
drives that . . . man.
	"He actually thinks he's doing good."
	I whistle lowly.
	"Sounds like a real psychopath."
	Nilwar slaps me on the shoulder.
	"That he is.  And you're going to meet him."
	What?
	"What do you mean by that?" I ask cautiously.
	"Let me elaborate.  Remember Kaleta?"
	I nod my head.
	"Who do you think is backing his coalition?"
	I have no clue.
	"I dunno.  The usual dissatisfied shareholders?  His cronies?"
	Nilwar leans over to my ear, even though it's obvious that we
are entirely alone down this long stretch of nothing.  "Have you ever
heard of Osiron?"
	"No.  What's that?"
	"Yakuza.  Triads.  Mafiosi," ticks off Nilwar.  "The
'gentlemen's gangs'.  Not street thugs--much bigger than that.  Oh,
they could break your knees like anybody else, but why bother when
they possess so many more original ways of wrecking your life?  These
mobsters could have you fired, wreck your credit rating, and get you
thrown in jail.  Organized crime, Karl."
	"So Osiron-"
	"Happened after the bugs nuked the whole . . . god . . . damn .
. . planet," Nilwar breathes heavy for a moment, his eyes closed.  "The
gangsters that weren't vaporized figured out what the rest of us
couldn't for so long; that there wasn't enough of the planet left to fight
over.  They reorganized, and the damn rats have been in MegaPrime
since the very beginning, before even one shovelful of dirt had been
turned over.  That's Osiron, and they're behind Kaleta."
	"Why?"
	"They think Marsec is weak.  They think they can poison us
just like Westinghouse, just like Mitsubishi.  They destroyed those
corporations--oh, not quickly, it was the Senate which finally axed
those two--but they do an awful lot of internal damage.  They used
them as money launderers and fronts to get their people into other
businesses.  Made those companies rotten, through and through."
	"Like if Kaleta gets the top job."
	"Yes."
	We wander on for five minutes in silence.  Nilwar leads the
way, walking the maze like he's in his own apartment.  There are
numerous junctions down here, but I have yet to see anything
resembling a doorway.
	"How are you going to use Diablo?" I ask.
	"Footsoldiers," answers Nilwar.  "Oscuro's people might be
poorly armed and poorly trained compared to whatever mercenaries
Osiron can conjure up, but he has a lot of them.  A gang war, under
the premise of reclaiming the slums or something like that would
really get their collective blood up."
	"You're going to loose Diablo on Osiron?"
	Nilwar smiles.  "Just like that.  It's as easy to do as to say. 
We are going to ship to Oscuro certain incriminating documents that
should convince him to go to war."
	I turn to the bodyguard.  "Can't you get somebody else to do
it?  I don't want to be any gang member!"
	"Our last half-decent contact was an opiate-addicted middle
manager of a light flyer factory, a quite expendable man.  He bought
his morphine through Diablo channels.  We'd clip messages to his
drug money, and Oscuro would read them at the other end, if his
dealer bothered to deliver them.  I think that you and Nat make a
much more secure connection."
	"What happened to him?" I ask.
	"Tried to stiff his dealer," Nilwar states, sneering somewhat.
	"He's dead then, correct?"
	The guard nods solemnly.
	We round the corner.  This hallway is different; every ten
meters, there is a door in the left wall.  Nilwar marches up to the
nearest one.  He pulls out his keycard and slides it through.  I hear the
bolt release, and he pulls it open.  The door is as heavy as the one at
the Lotus, a broad alloy slab.
	"What's this?" I ask, looking into the small room on the other
side.
	"Firing range," answers Nilwar.
	Every available square centimeter of wall space is occupied by
rifles and pistols of all sizes and shapes.  I recognize the familiar
shapes of lawpistols, Popo Edgars, M4000's, autocannons, and heavy
launchers among the menagerie.  The wall opposite the doorway is a
thick sheet of thermoplastic, behind which is a long, long corridor,
lined with foam padding and sandbags.  
	Nilwar beckons me inside; he shuts the door and slides his
card into a small instrument panel beside the massive window.  He
unclips it from his belt.  A touch-sensitive monitor there flickers to
life, and the overhead lights go on.
	"This is one of Security's training ranges," announces Nilwar. 
"None of these weapons are loaded, but treat each and every last one
like they're carrying full charge or a full magazine.  These are
weapons--everything in here is designed to kill.  These are not laser
tag toys; always point them downrange, away from me and yourself."
	I shuffle my feet, somewhat intimidated.
	"Uh, why am I here?"
	Nilwar rolls his eyes.  "Jesus, Karl!  You're going to be
associating with the single most violent gang in the history of
MegaPrime if not human civilization and you're asking me why you're
here?"  He waves a finger at me.  "If you walked into Diablo territory
without a weapon, they'd probably shoot you out of principle!"
	I frown.  The guard ignores me; he picks up a metal suitcase
and pops its lid.  I glimpse his face--impassive as always, but I think I
sense a little of that little-kid-on-Christmas-day feeling.
	"These are light pistols," asserts Nilwar, waving his hand
over the assorted implements.  He then points out each to me.  "Thirty-
eight, nine millimeter, forty five, Marsec flight pistol.  Each and every
one of these can kill a man with one shot."
	The guard points at the small revolver.  "This thing, loaded
with dum dum rounds, can blow the back of your head off.  Never
underestimate a weapon by its size."
	He hefts the nine millimeter and taps the computer screen.  A
small drawer beneath the monitor pops open, a thin loaded clip inside. 
The plastic window lowers to waist level.  A white target dummy, a
humanoid foam pin suspended from rails in the ceiling, slides
forwards from the distant end of the range.
	Nilwar sights it, loading the weapon's cartridge.  The target
hits fifty meters out, and it starts jinking and weaving.  At thirty, the
guard still has not pulled the pistol's trigger.  The target crosses the
twenty meter mark.
	Nilwar squeezes the pistol, spitting out even pairs of shots. 
The dummy buckles, huge wads of Styrofoam exploding out its sides
and back.  At ten meters it halts, and the plastic pane slides up again.
	A drawer chimes and opens beneath the monitor.  Hageny's
bodyguard places the warm gun into it.  It immediately closes.
	He taps the monitor, and a two dimensional profile of the
target rises up.  Red blotches plaster its torso, with a pair of shots to its
head.  A fraction in the upper right corner denotes ten over twelve.
	"Is that good?" I ask, pointing to the ten.
	"You try it," grins Nilwar.
	He waves to the assembled mass of weaponry behind us. 
"Megapol has ranges where everything, with the exception of the
shooting, is done automatically.  This room needs servicing after each
use."	
	I stare around blankly.  "Huh," I mutter.
	Nilwar is obviously having a good time.  He pulls a larger
pistol from the wall.  Its clip loads forward of its butt and trigger and a
small laser pointer is melded into its profile underneath its snub barrel. 
	Lawpistol.
	"This is a Megapol Lawpistol," he smiles.  "Sixteen rounds. 
Single shot, three round burst, or full automatic.  Your friend Thorne
carries these; in fact, she's notorious for them.  She killed those
Megapol officers with paired lawpistols.  They didn't even get off a
single round."
	"You have the hots for her or something?" I ask, questioning
this Marsec sergeant's inappropriate admiration.
	Nilwar narrows his eyes at me but continues.  "Lawpistols are
entirely polymer composites.  Very difficult to detect with x-ray, but
because of their size compared to other pistols, fairly easy to find with
a physical search.  These are extremely dangerous weapons."
	The guard taps the computer console, inserts the clip offered,
and bisects the target dummy in a hail of bullets before the plastic
barrier is done lowering.
	"These can carry depleted-uranium armor-piercing,
hollowpoint, delayed charge, or conch poison rounds.  Or any
combination of them.  Armor piercing will cut through anything up to
Megapol assault armor.  Hollowpoint is soft lead; it'll stop in your
body and break every bone it hits--or travel right through, cutting you
in half with twenty centimeter exit wounds."  He points to the garish
display down the range.
	"What's delayed charge?" I ask.
	Rawlings smiles at my interest and touches the screen.  A
new dummy is lowered from the ceiling right in front of us; it and the
mutilated one slides towards the back of the range.
	As before, the computer deposits a fresh clip in its drawer. 
Nilwar ejects the spent black magazine and loads this one, brightly
marked with red stripes.
	The barrier lowers.  The new dummy stops at thirty meters
out.  Rawlings steadies himself, bracing the pistol with two hands.  He
sights the weapon and then gently squeezes its trigger.
	Two controlled shots ring out.  The target buckles, but doesn't
move.  A moment passes.
	CRUMP CRUMP go these 'delayed charges', blasting the
foam man to ribbons.  The biggest piece left of the target is its head,
still attached to its rail mount.
	"God," I mutter, feeling the bile rise in my throat.  "I hate to
ask what conch poison is."
	Nilwar stares at the floor as the thermoplastic hums back into
position.
	"Venom so toxic that Megapol only issues it to its
Counterterrorism Battalion.  It is ammunition, just like any of these
others, but unlike anything else, even a glancing shot is enough to kill
an unarmored man.
	"It is a last resort--a choice of assassins, sadists, and
cowards."
	Nilwar seems unusually subdued for the moment, not at all
his typical gung-ho jockish self.
	"Huh," I grunt, rubbing the floor with the toe of my shoe.  His
last word still rings in my ears.  What the hell does he mean by that?
	Nilwar disposes of the lawpistol, moving instead to a small
grayish gun with a thick, large-bored barrel.  He cues the computer
and loads it.
	"What's this?" I ask him.
	He is silent, waiting for the freshest target dummy to slide
back to twenty meters.  The plastic is down, and I hear the distant
grating of the target's rail mount.  
	I can't hear Nilwar's breath.
	He closes his eyes.
	The target stops.
	A roar like thunder shakes the range, a long, rolling double
sonic boom that only subsides when the divider is firmly anchored in
the ceiling.
	Thin grey smoke drifts off the tip of the weapon.
	Nilwar opens his eyes and smiles.
	"I take it that that's a plasma pistol," I half-whisper.
	"Very," answers the guard.  His lazily eyes the dummy; a five
centimeter hole, ringed with smoldering, ashing foam is bored directly
through the target's 'heart'.  I look at Nilwar again.  He is contented
and exhausted.
	He looks like he just had an orgasm.
	"One guess at which weapon you're going to train for," grins
the sergeant.

Training is not what I expected.
	Down another kilometer of maintenance corridors is another
bank of blank alloy doors.  Inside each is a comfortable padded chair,
with a headrest.  I sit in one, and lean back.
	"Close your eyes, Karl."
	Nilwar attaches some loose crown of wires and contacts to my
head.
	"Um, what is this?" I ask, already knowing the answer.
	"Didn't you use any of these at Lifetree?"
	"I didn't know that Marsec used psinets," I reply.  "Don't you
Security jocks go through a year's worth of training?"
	"Yes, but that's mainly to build up our physical endurance. 
Weapon skills are loosely implanted; firing range practice makes for
better troops in the long run anyway."
	"Then why are you going to use this thing on me?"
	Nilwar sighs.  "Trust me, nothing would please Hageny more
than to ship your lazy civilian butt through Primary training, but
there's simply no time for it."
	Nilwar finishes attaching leads to my cranium.
	"What exactly are you going to be sticking into my brain?"
	"It'll be a very focused implant.  Plasma pistol maintenance,
plasma pistol handling, and 'Grey Eye' instinctual aiming.  Plus the
usual disclaimer, of course."
	I laugh.  "Disclaimer!  Half my brain must be permanently
wired to read 'This is psionic implant is property of Lifetree, Inc. 
Dissemination without express consent of Lifetree Inc. may be a
violation of local and UN laws.' "
	Nilwar laughs a moment, and then his voice turns serious.
	"Nothing's permanent, Karl.  Keep that in mind."
	And he flicks the switch before I can utter another word.
	
My mind shuts down.  I am asleep, but I do not dream.  My
consciousness is reduced to a black matte sphere, stretching in every
direction beyond my field of vision.  I do not feel my body.
	But suddenly I smell ozone, and I feel the cold, rubberized
grip of the pistol in my hand.  I raise it up; my muscles do not stop at
the tips of my fingers; they merge, melt into the alloy edge of the
weapon's trigger.  Its balance is good; its feel is good.  I have just
discovered an appendage that I've never had before.  I squeeze the
trigger, not pull.  Squeeze:  all the muscles in my hand-pistol
contracting at once.  A bolt of jagged green-white lighting leaps forth,
kicking my hand-pistol back; my arm compensates and holds its
steady, steady.  The beam of superheated Elerium remains out,
connected to my pistol's barrel as much as it is part of my hand.  It is a
finger, true to one hundred meters, and I can reach out and touch with
it.  Touch, just like stretching out with my arms, my hands, my fingers
. . .

I yawn awake, my entire body stiff.
	"Nilwar?" I ask.  I blink and sit up.  The psionic contacts are
gone from my head.  I stare around.
	The guard sits in the corner of the small room, staring down
the barrel of his heavy plasma pistol.  He polishes it with a tiny cloth,
reinserting its clip.
	"Rise and shine, bum," he mutters.  He stands and reholsters
his weapon.  "Took you long enough.  You must've been under for an
hour."
	I frown.  Even at Lifetree, cramming down entire volumes of
Shakespeare before finals, I rarely dozed off for more than fifteen
minutes.  I check my watch to be sure.  12:30.
	Damn.
	"Are you sure about the implants?  They're only plasma pistol
stuff?"
	Nilwar looks in my eyes, his brown irises remarkably bright
in the low light.
	"Yes," he answers, blinking.
	I stand from the chair, feeling rather chilled.
	He pats me on the back and opens the door.
	"Some people just can't stand the disclaimer," he jokes.  He
leads me off in the direction of the firing range.
	"What happens now?" I ask, halfway there.
	"We'll give you a message to deliver to Oscuro.  Then you can
do whatever you like."
	"Go to whorehouses each night?" I ask sarcastically.
	"If that's what you want," replies Nilwar, shrugging his
shoulders.  "We took the liberty of securing you a fairly decent
apartment in Diablo territory.  Comes fully stocked with kitchen unit,
bathroom, bed, light furnishings and a closet full of clothes.  Good
security, too."
	"What in hell?  Why do I have to move out there?  I can't
even breathe the air!"
	Nilwar smiles.  "Learn to.  Inside the wall, the Senate ordered 
all buildings to be overpressurized, primarily to keep pollutants and
other airborne toxins out.  The air in the slums isn't all that bad; we'll
send you to the Clinic for a new pair of lungs afterward."
	We walk in silence for a while.
	"Where's my contract?" I ask, somewhat fearful.
	"You verbally affirmed it," counters the guard.
	"I want a hard copy of it," I demand.
	Nilwar stops and turns to me, his heavy brow dark and
knotted.
	"Look, Karl, I am not screwing around with you when I say
that this is no longer a job for you.  You'll get paid more than enough,
do you understand?  You'll get all the cushy garbage that you would've
gotten up in Kaleta's penthouse.  Check your account tonight--the
money will be there."
	"No longer a job?" I whine.
	"This is bigger than all of us."
	"Don't give me that SHIT!" I yell at him.  "You don't know
how many times I've been told that this week!  I'm sick of it."
	Nilwar sighs, takes a step back from me, and pulls out his
plasma pistol.
	"Then let me explain, once again.  You are the only easy way
we have to get to Oscuro at the current time.  Oscuro is in charge of
Diablo.  You are going to deliver him a package."
	"Fine, fine, fine," I mutter, backing up against the circuit
lined wall.  The old pistol doesn't seem so clunky now.  Its bore is
quite large, too.
	Nilwar snorts and frowns to himself.
	"You didn't mean that.  It's the post-implant stress; hell, look
at me," he apologizes, holstering his weapon.  "Even I'm a little fried,
and I wasn't the one under the net."
	I swear at him under my breath, but we finally arrive at the
firing range.  Checking into another booth, Nilwar holds the door open
for me.  I cautiously proceed ahead of him.  He closes the door,
reaches around me to place his card in the security slot, and opens up a
grey metal suitcase.
	"Hit plasma, type 2," he orders.  I look at the computer screen
and do as he says.  Pulling the cartridge from the drawer, I look back
at him.
	"Paranoid, are we?" I sneer.
	"I've trusted my back to very few men in my life, and most of
them are dead," answers Nilwar.  "You're a good man, Karl, but you've
yet to earn my trust."
	I frown at him.
	"Hit 30 meters," he continues.  I tap the monitor, watching
his ugly self the whole time.
	The thermoplastic is down, the target deployed.
	I gesture for the plasma pistol and he hands it to me.  As soon
as my hands touch its too-familiar metallic bore and its too-familiar
hard-rubber grip, I safety, load, and ready the weapon.
	"Wow," I mutter, staring at amazement.
	"Break it down," commands Nilwar.
	I frown, but as soon as I ponder it, my hands eject the clip,
remove the alloy sheath around its barrel, and then the barrel itself.  I
have no idea what I'm doing, my mind screams, but my fingers work
like they've done this every day for the last ten years.
	"Good," commends the sergeant.  "Put it back together and
then holster it in your belt."
	I reassemble the weapon.  The only awkwardness is when I
shove the large, foreign mass of the pistol against my bladder.  Well, I
think, better than Nilwar over there--he's got a pistol up his ass.
	"Double tap the dummy."
	I hesitantly touch the butt of the plasma pistol.
	And then it's in my right hand, swinging up and out, and my
left hand clasps my right hand and I eye the target and fire, my body
shaking from the concussive kick of the weapon.
	"Double tap, you bum!  Double tap, not full auto!" shouts
Nilwar into my ears.  He reaches over and loads up another target,
along with another cartridge.
	I eject the clip and marvel at the vapors drifting off the
pistol's barrel.  Even they are so familiar, like old friends, like the
sound of Wolf's voice . . .
	"Well, at least you hit the target," mutters Nilwar.  I glance at
the screen; a half-dozen red blotches mar the target.  Smoking pieces
of it are scattered everywhere in the corridor.
	"Why does it read six over twelve?" I ask, somehow
remembering that this pistol carries twenty shots, not twelve.
	"Twenty shots in a type two plasma.  Thirty-two in a type
three, a heavier pistol variant.  Forty-four in a type four, a light rifle. 
The target disintegrated after twelve shots, that's all."
	"What are the heavier plasmas?" I ask.
	Nilwar chuckles.
	"Type fours are used by maximum security guards at our
maximum security facilities.  They are rarely used; each shot fired
costs something around fifteen hundred dollars.  But they can punch
through Megapol assault armor--no easy task, considering that they
make it out of layered cydonium and ceramics with spidersilk webbing
in between."
	"Huh," I mutter, setting up another target.  One moment the
plasma pistol awkwardly rests in my hands; the next I'm calmly firing
off four-round salvos.  My ears ring, and my body quivers from the
rough buffeting.  But the fraction on the computer reads seven out of
twelve, and I've still got eight shots left.
	I smile wryly.  "This is fun," I comment, queuing up a
dummy at forty meters.
	I glance back at Nilwar.  He is grinning appreciatively.
	"Well, enjoy it while you can, Karl.  You get three more
cartridges today."
	"How expensive are these?" I ask, peering at the yellow alloy
clip poking out of the bottom of my pistol's butt.
	"Three hundred bucks each," answers the guard.
	"A ROUND?" I yelp.
	"No," he chuckles.  "Per clip.  The reason those type fours
cost so much is that they deliver about two thousand times the damage
of this and they eat Elerium at an insane rate."
	I whistle, turn back to the range, and resume my practice.  I
fly through the remaining cartridges, working on single-handed, close
range shots and kneeling, long-range work.  Quickly getting over my
initial surprise, I settle down and use paired bolts to perform the same
duty as entire clips.  Nilwar occasionally speaks, only once chiding me
for demolishing a dummy's rail mount.
	The last sonic boom doesn't jar me nearly as much as the first
one; I've become halfway deaf.  I deposit the warm weapon in the
disposal slot and stretch.
	Nilwar tries to say something to me.
	"What?" I ask him.  "I can't hear you--my ears are ringing!"
	"It was necessary," he answers.
	"Huh?"
	"For the implant to hold, you had to experience everything
about the weapon, including its propensity for making one helluva
racket!" the bodyguard shouts at me.  "Let's do lunch."
	I nod and take one last look at the firing range.  The
Styrofoam guts of a dozen dummies are scattered everywhere, molded
heads and legs tipped by black scorch marks.  One reclines against the
right-hand wall, pretty much in one piece--only its head is missing. 
Another lies face down in its own white, grey and black ashes.
	A real massacre.

Nilwar picks up his bowl by its sides, raises it to his mouth, and sucks
down a quarter of the ramen's liquid.
	I frown at him, nabbing a potato in my curry with a fork.
	"You should use chopsticks," he joshes, waving around his
pair.  He hoists noodles from his bowl, slurping them into his scarred
cheeks.
	My hearing is slowly coming back.
	"Man, where did you learn your manners?" I ask.  I'm not
feeling too hungry; I chew on a chunk of synth-beef for a long time.
	"Hey, this is how it's supposed to be eaten!" responds the
guard.
	"Sure, Mom," I reply.  "How would you know?  The Japanese
are all dead."
	"You're not dead," Nilwar points out.  He delicately plucks
peas from the ramen.
	I snort.  "Quarter Japanese.  Half German.  Do I like
bratwurst?  No."
	Nilwar looks away from me for a moment, focusing on
another table.
	"You enjoy a good beer, though."
	I stare at him for a few seconds, chewing meditatively on a
pre-digested carrot.
	"You implying something about my drinking habits?"
	"I just think that you're going to be needing all of your wits
about you this next week.  Implants or not, nobody can aim straight
with a liter of fermented barley in their system."
	"What's this?  First you tell me that I'm supposed to hang
loose with my friends, go native and all that--and then you tell me no
alcohol?"
	Nilwar laughs at me, a subtle, condescending chuckle.  "Can't
have a good time without the keg, eh?  I saw so many of my neighbors
wreck what little of a chance they had by just blowing their minds out
on liquor and narcotics that I don't buy one second of that . . .
argument."
	I roll my eyes at the man.  Nilwar glances over his shoulder,
and then turns his chair slightly.  He seems to be staring at the
entrance of the cafeteria quite intently . . .
	I take the chance to look him over again.  "When I was your
age," seems to be the defining phrase of this man . . . this old man.  He
is old; his stubble is a mottled gray, mixed in with some darker
patches over what could only be his scars.
	His scars aren't quite as revolting as when I first set eyes on
this toad.  Everywhere they weave paths, mingling with the wrinkles
of age.  Wow, Nilwar has a lot of scars; not thin, clean slices like those
of a blade, nor wide, rough patches from friction.  There seem to be
two types of mutilations on the man's head--twisted jagged ones that
are probably puncture marks and darkened singes of deformed,
bubbled skin.  Those look like burn marks, though they seem limited
to only a few prominent locations, like the big welting on his upper
left temple.
	Nilwar turns back to me.  I peer into his deep brown eyes for
the shortest of seconds.  Who is this man?
	"A few more items of business," declares the guard, pulling a
metal briefcase from under his side of the table.  He slides it across to
me.  A simple three-digit combination lock secures it.
	"What's the combination?" I ask Nilwar.  He rubs his jaw and
ignores me.
	I frown and open my mouth to protest, but I glance the thin
bronze band around my ring finger.  My hands move to the lock; I
quickly dial in the code.
	The case pops open.  I peer in, keeping the lid lowered.  
	My attention is immediately drawn to the plasma pistol tied
down in the middle, five clips stacked to its right.  A thick stack of
cards is in the upper left hand corner.  Two optical disks, both the
small 'minidisk' variety rest beneath.  One is blood red.  Finally is a
thin, black box with a red cross over the circle and arrow of Marsec.
	Nilwar waits until I've looked everything over before he
comments.
	"Give me everything in your pockets," he commands.
	"Huh?" I mumble, fishing out my bankcard, my keycard, and
my workpass, along with numerous other thin, plastic data cards.
	"Money too," adds the guard.  I hand him the two hundred
dollars I pulled from my account before work today.
	"Computer?"
	I sigh and shove it over to him.
	The guard looks over everything I've given him.  He pockets
the money, most of the ID cards, my bankcard and my workpass.  He
hands back my keycard.
	"Clean out your apartment and return this to your landlord. 
Abandon most of your stuff; just take the essentials.  Don't worry,
you'll get all of this," and he waves a few disks at me before returning
them to my computer satchel, "back after you're through with this little
ordeal.  Until then, use what you've been supplied with."
	I pull out the stack of cards . . . workpass for Karl Williams,
Biafra Towers A.  I now collect unemployment compensation from
Solmine.  Bankcard for Karl Williams.  I wonder what the balance is. 
Keycard for 1224 Biafra Towers A.  I hope that it's a decent pad. 
Several other lesser cards, all confirming that yes, I am Karl Williams,
and yes, I am poor.  
	I turn to the last card; it's a dull gold, the only inscription on
it '4444'.
	"What is this?" I ask.
	"Deep Cover Operations pass," answers Nilwar.  "If the Popo
give you trouble, and I mean life-threatening, show it to them.  And
then run from Diablo territory--word will get out fast that you're a
narc.  Remember, only show it if they're going to kill you."
	My stomach turns at that thought.
	"The red disk goes to Nat.  You can trust her to relay it to . . .
your mutual friend without reading it.  Tell them you saw your mutual
friend's name on it at work or anything and you stole it; you're
inventive, think up something.  If they ask you about it, you don't
know anything.  If they really ask you, and I mean threaten your life,
tell them everything that's happened.  If they give you something to
deliver back, obey their instructions."
	I meditate over this for a long while, forcing down the
remnants of my meal.
	"What happens if I'm in big trouble?" I ask.
	Nilwar shakes his head.  "You shouldn't get into any.  You're
just the messenger.  The election occurs in mid April; one week should
be sufficient time for Diablo to seriously curtail Osiron's financial
clout.  Then you're out . . . you're done."
	"What happens?"
	"I'll contact you . . ."
	"What happens?"
	The bodyguard stomps his foot into the floor of the cafeteria.
	"You know where to come."

"Yes.  It is a game of shoji."
	You again.  Happy?
	"Quite the turnaround.  Kaleta should be none-too angered."
	Fuck him.
	"Why the sudden trust in Nilwar?  Why do you trust him
more than Kaleta?"
	I don't know.  Maybe I'm just rationalizing escaping a one-
way ticket to Mars or the Oort Cloud.  But still . . . I get to drink every
night, hang around with criminals, and still get paid huge amounts of
money.  Sounds good to me.
	"I'm not referring to the merits of either man's carrot and
stick combination.  I'm referring to the men themselves.  Why do you
trust Sergeant Nilwar over Vice President Kaleta?"
	You're the psionic.  You tell me.
	"You'll tell me, not because I'm commanding you to, but
because by questioning your rationale, I'm subconsciously causing you
to be curious of your own motivations.  Voicing it yourself will satisfy
you more than me."
	Ooh.  Nice logic, Ben.  They implant you with the Socratic
Method or something?
	"Implanting is not a painless thing for me, Karl.  Unlike you,
I can feel my mind being shoehorned into a smaller space to allow
entrance to foreign memories.  Implanting is a mental evisceration of
myself.  It is easily more painful than anything known to your kind."
	Even childbirth?
	"Childbirth is usually accompanied by a positive sense of
creation.  Implanting offers nothing of the like.  Back to my question: 
why do you trust Nilwar?"
	I suppose it's because he doesn't make his money pushing
paper and intimidating people.
	"Arranging a false identity for you and waving a Second
Genesis plasma pistol in your face seem to match the former and the
latter."
	Uh . . . what's Second Genesis?
	"What your kind calls the First Alien War.  To me, it is the
second time your 'starspawn', your 'bugs', your 'little green men from
Mars' influenced this planet.
	Was the Second Alien War the Third Genesis?
	"No."
	Silence.
	Hello?
	"It was a continuation of the Second Genesis.  Why do you
trust Nilwar?"
	You don't know, do you?
	"And neither do you."
	I do.  It's because of his face.  He's obscenely ugly, isn't he? 
Someone that deformed can't possibly lie to me . . .
	"Your kinds' constant obsession with physical looks disgusts
me to the core of my being.  Always focusing on that thin membrane
you call skin . . . "
	But I like the ugly dude and not the pretty one!  Doesn't that
count for anything?
	"It's a sick perversion of your mental landscape that could
only have resulted from your monumentally incorrect self-perception
that you are insanely unattractive yourself!  But, augmenting this
disease is your twisted egotism!  You are always in the right, or so you
feel."
	Hey!
	"You filter your perceptions through this!  The uglier another
human is, the more honest, just they are!  Ugliness equals right!  What
kind of malformed prejudice is that?  You are a blight unto your own!"
	So what if I never liked Business Majors?  So what if I've
always thought of gravball players as dumb jocks?  So what if I've
thought that to be pretty is to instantly make oneself petty?
	"Your prejudice is incorrect!  Kaleta is not evil!"
	I snort and look around the lobby, wishing that Ben would
leave my head so I could make good my departure.
	I thought you wanted me to quit the company of that asshole!
	"I never claimed that!  And consider the other side--just
because Sergeant Nilwar is ugly doesn't mean that he doesn't have a
hundred thousand secrets, a hundred thousand black marks upon his
record!"
	My mind is blank--could I have chosen wrong?
	"You should have picked it up already--he told you to your
face!  
	"Sergeant Nilwar is a murderer!"
	Aghast, blinking at this revelation, I sit down against the
lobby wall.
	Pray tell, Ben, what do you mean by that?
	"Sergeant Nilwar is no saint!  He's killed hundreds, and has
been accessory to two of the most horrific crimes of all time!"
	What crimes?
	"--"
	Ben?
	The psion's voice comes back weakly.  "Implants," he
whispers in my mind.  "Even if your pretty skin was peeled back with
you still alive inside of it, you wouldn't know the pain of psionic
implants . . ."

* * *

I pull the large cardboard crate out of the back seat of the autotaxi,
silently cursing the snoozing 'driver' of the vehicle.  God damn this
MegaPrime--back in Buenos they knew the meaning of service.  Here,
everybody just sits and presses buttons and says 'you're welcome' when
you mutter 'thank you' at them.  The fathers of this city were idiots! 
So afraid that there wouldn't be a place for people in this monstrous
machine . . .
	Interpersonal contact laws?  What the hell?  That's only the
sad result of the city planners devoting ninety-nine point nine nine
percent of all the funding in this damn hole to AI's and machines and
all other kinds of toys for the fifty thousand corporate executives who
live downtown.
	I suck in a lungful of slum air as the autotaxi whirrs off, its
computer searching for more fares, its 'driver' reading pornography
and yanking off or something less discrete.  
	Sixty-story steel and concrete apartments rise all around me. 
Pigeons wheel in the lazy afternoon rays of an orange sun above me
and a pack of small children plays on the steps of the brownstone
across the street.  This is Biafra Towers.
	I don't suppose the city fathers ever figured this into their
plans.  The eternal poor, the constant presence of poverty at bounty's
front gate.  MegaPrime was supposed to be Utopia; it is just another
big city.
	The plasma pistol presses against my gut, tensing up my abs
and lending an urgency to my movements.  In this box is the extent of
my clothing, sans a certain corporate uniform.  A few other necessities
are scattered throughout, but it's mainly filled with boxers and pants
and t-shirts and socks.  I already could be one of the thousands of not-
so-lucky slummers who don't even possess an apartment.
	I look both ways and walk across the street, becoming winded
merely by that effort.
	"Where's . . . Biafra . . . A?" I wheeze to one of the kids.  He
eyes me cautiously and then points a small finger at the tallest of these
high rises.
	Balconies screened off with makeshift windows, Biafra A is a
mosaic of dirty glass, drying laundry, and iron grilles.  I stagger down
the street; the apartment entrance is only a few dozen meters away, but
it feels like a kilometer.
	Two leather-clad toughs saunter up and flank me.  They slow
their stride to match my geriatric pace; why the fuck didn't I tell that
stupid cabbie to drop me off at the A Tower?  I shift my load and reach
for the lump under my shirt . . .
	The thug on my right hand holds an arm out in front of me. 
His hand is covered in a dirty leather glove with its fingers chopped
off.  His stake-like fingers have dirty, chipped nails.
	"Espanol?  Deutch?  Nihongo?" he asks, his hatchet face in
mine.
	"Ingles," I reply, stopping and eyeing him with paranoid,
tired eyes.
	"Ah, a gringo," he smiles, one of his teeth capped with gold. 
Grayish stubble covers his jaw and greasy black curls cover the rest of
his head; he peers over a thin set of UV filters at me.
	"Les kick 'is ass an be 'one wi' it, Chuck," sighs the other
punk.  A red and black headband covers his flabby, tanned head.  A
thick rivulet of sweat runs down his cheek.  He spits in the road.
	I set down my box.  'Chuck' nudges it away from my feet.
	"So, gringo, what brings you to Biafra Towers?" he asks in a
genuinely concerned voice.
	"I'm moving in," I cough.  My heart is pounding.
	Chuck scratches the bottom of his chin thoughtfully.  "Have
you checked with the Department of Public Housing recently?  Biafra's
at full capacity."
	"What do you mean?" I ask, tired, scratching my belly.
	Chuck leans into my face.  "Go home, bug wanker!  There
ain't no room for you."
	I shake my head, muttering.
	"What the fuck?  What is this shit?" I whine, throwing up my
hands. 
	Chuck steps back from me, his hand inching towards a pocket
in his jacket.  My right heads south for my plasma pistol . . .
	"Hol' on, Chuck.  'Is guy's O-K."
	Thank you.
	The other thug juts a pinkie at my right hand.  Chuck frowns,
and then squints.
	"Excuse me," he says, slowly reaching for my hand.  I let him
examine my ring.  He starts to pull it off.
	"Hey!" I complain.
	"Sorry--formality.  I ain't seen you before--who's your jefe?"
	Chuck slips the ring off and holds it up to the sunlight.  He
turns it over, muttering "I'll be damned."
	"Uh, you guys know a girl named Nat Hawthorne?" I ask.
	The first punk looks away from the ring and stares at me like
he's seen a ghost--I watch the blood drain from his thin face.  I think I
enjoy the sight a little too much.
	"Th-Thorne?"
	"Yeah.  I guess she's my boss--she gave me that."  I point to
the ring.
	"Excuse me," he says, taking my hand and pushing the
trinket back on.  "I'm really, really fucking sorry.  We had you figured
for somebody else--ain't that right, Trevor?"
	Trevor nods, looks at his feet, and then picks up my box.
	"Mine if e 'elp you?" he asks.
	"No problem," I mutter, trying not to smile.
	Chuck throws an arm over my shoulder, and I glimpse the
bronze around his right ring finger.
	"First time in free territory?" he asks, subtly holding me up.
	"Second time slumming," I answer.
	Chuck chuckles easily.  "Why do you call it the slums?" he
inquires.
	"I dunno," I reply.
	"I mean, is this the slums?"  He waves his free arm up at the
imposing heights of Biafra Towers.  "What's so bad about this?"
	I shrug.  We start into the front entrance of the Tower A.
	"Amigos call it 'free territory', not slums.  Slums are where
there ain't no hope, where it's always dark and raining and shit like
that.  Is it raining in here?"
	I shake my head.
	"Hell no!  The sun's shining!  In free territory, the sun's
always shining; you don't have to worry about where you're going to
sleep tomorrow night or where you're getting your next meal.  Free
territory means no Popo, no fuckin' pigs beatin' you up for laughs. 
Free territory means being able to just sit back and chill, take it easy."
	I smile lopsidedly.  Does every new renter have to listen to
this?
	"Sometimes," continues Chuck, "I think they put up the Wall
just so everybody inside that cage wouldn't see what free territory's
like!  I mean, now that you know, you even thinkin' about moving
back?"
	I grin and shake my head.  
	Trevor tests the Tower's gravlift, a glowing green column of
air.  Cautiously edging his way into the humming shaft of light, he
hops upward slightly and is sucked aloft.
	I stagger into the lift.  I notice an old steel panel on a near
wall:  OTIS 2000 INDUSTRIAL GRAVITY NULIFYING LIFT--NOT
FOR HUMAN USE.  The words 'Fuck Otis' and 'Fuck You' are etched
over these letters.
	"Hurry up, amigo.  We can't keep Trevor waiting all day."
	"Wha numbah?" asks the fat thug, yelling down the shaft.
	"What is the address of your suite?" inquires Chuck.
	"Uh, twelve twenty-four."
	The gang member snaps his fingers and smiles, displaying
his gold tooth.  "Ain't that just beautiful!  A corner apartment! 
Excellent view and twice the space of a regular room."
	I look up the shaft, rolling my eyes.
	I leap upwards, normal gravity asserting itself again on the
second floor.  I continue my assent.
	The lift flickers slightly, and I can feel the gravity field
failing.  On the third floor I quickly stumble off.
	"Shit!" yells Chuck, further down the blinking column.  I
listen for the sound of his body hitting bottom.  However, the field
returns to a strong shade of green after a leery moment and the punk
flits up to me, alive and intact.
	"The lift's never out for long," he reassures me.
	I step back into the air and continue my assent, my nerves
somewhat more fried.
	We reach the twelfth floor without any more fluctuations. 
Trevor awaits us, my battered cardboard crate at his feet.
	"Twelve twenty what?" he asks.
	"Four," replies Chuck.
	A small common room surrounds the lift shaft.  Worn-out
couches and lounge chairs lean against the walls, and four hallways
lead out from the gravlift in the directions of the compass.  Chuck and
Trevor wander down what I assume is the east hallway.  I follow.
	They stand outside a heavy steel door.  '1224' reads the
scratched number plate.  I pull out my keycard and run it through the
magnetic reader.  A LED light blinks green, and I hear the bolt
disengage.
	I press the door open.
	A black and white chessboard tile floor greets me, and most
amazingly, it is clean, without a bit of dirt upon it.  Sturdy bamboo
tables and canvas-backed chairs, clustered around a wide-screen
television set catch my attention.  Floor-to-ceiling thermoplastic
windows let in the afternoon's sunlight . . .
	Chuck whistles in awe.
	"'Ey wern ki' in'," mutters Trevor.
	I stride in, calming my fraying nerves and trying to breathe
slower.  From Petrograd . . . to this.  Wow.  This is 'cushy garbage'
that I can live with.  Big, broad leafed plants sit in the corners and by
the windows.  Behind the door--to the left--is a bathroom with a big,
porcelain washbasin--a bathtub.  A small kitchen unit is in the right-
hand corner, complete with refrigerator, two-burner stove, microwave,
trash compactor, and running water.
	I have died and gone to heaven.
	"Whea shoul' ah pu' 'is?" asks Trevor.  I wave in the direction
of a low couch.  
	The view is incredible; I'm not on the east, but on the
northwest corner of Biafra A, and the entire western and northern
walls are all windows.  The afternoon sun glides down towards the
horizon, threatening to engulf the western reaches of high-rises and
abandoned factories in its orange flame.  To the north . . .
	The Wall.  A kilometer high, it fills the northern sky with its
dull gray mass.  Tiny dots of light flyers ascend over its heights along
prescribed flight paths.  The nearest slum apartments are barely a
tenth of that monstrosity's height.
	"Ugly, ain't it?"
	"Yeah," I answer.  Chuck stares at it a moment longer, a dull
hate glowing in his brown eyes.  Then he turns to the west.
	"See those three stacks?" he asks, pointing into the distance. 
"Three stacks, just over that billboard."
	I spot the board; thin neon lights are already blinking,
spelling out N-U-T-R-E-N-D.  The I and the V of the familiar
'Nutrivend' seem to have been replaced by a black scar.  Sure enough,
though, three spindly smokestacks rise behind it.  I judge the distance
to be something like ten kilometers.
	"That's the edge of free territory," asserts Chuck.
	"What's on the other side?" I inquire.
	"Slums," replies Trevor.  "Slums and Axemen."
	"Axemen?"
	"Animals, filthy animals.  They piss all over their turf and
then wonder why we amigos take it from them."
	"'Ey on' 'eserve da shi' 'ey stan' in," adds Trevor.
	I nod, pretending that I understand.  I walk over to the fridge
and crack it open.  Oh, that fuckhead Nilwar--two big bottles of
synthetic grape juice sit inside.  I curse him and push them aside. 
Sitting behind them is small six-pack of Kirin Beer.
	Jesus, Mary and Joseph--that's CEO quality brew!
	I pull out the beer, glancing a scrap of paper taped to one can.
	Trevor and Chuck turn to me and eye the beverages.
	"Uh, for your help," I say, handing them two cans each.
	"Whoa," mutters Chuck.  "Thanks?  Damn."
	"'Ey weren' ki' in'," mumbles Trevor.
	The two street thugs edge towards the door, eyeing their
unexpected bounty hungrily.
	"If you ever need anything, Mister--what's your name?"
	"Peace.  Peace Umeda," I blather.
	"Don't hesitate to ask for us.  We handle day shift here at
Biafra."
	"Thanks again for your help."  The two bound out the door,
amazed, surprised, and thirsty.
	"Enjoy," I mutter.  The poor bastards probably don't know the
difference between the regular Nutrivend piss and good stuff like
Kirin.  I probably wasted the cans.  And why did they take off like
that?
	Oh hell, who knows.  I secure my door's deadbolt and shuffle
over to my box of possessions.  Groping around, I pull the steel
suitcase from under that heap of boxers and shirts.  I clear the ashtray
from a coffee table and open it up.  I pull the plasma from my pants
and replace it in its foam slot.
	I look at the note on the can in my hand:  "Save this for
later," it reads, "PS computer in trash compactor."
	I stumble over to the compactor, pull it open, and sure
enough, there's a plastic bag inside.  I open that and yank out a new
lapcomputer.  I take a seat and fire up the device.  After a few minutes 
of rifling around in its files, I glance the second minidisk in my
suitcase.
	I place it into the appropriate slot.
	It's some sort of large hypertext manual for the operation of
the plasma pistol.  Excellent reading, but utter boredom to someone
who's already been implanted with all that knowledge.
	Disgruntled, I stand up and plug the lapcomputer into a wall
electric/telephone jack.  Well, at least I have the Intranet back.  I eye
the red minidisk.  It distinctly says, "666."
	I return the Kirins to the fridge and look around the
apartment.  The sun has begun to sink in the west, staining slums and
'free territory' alike in a red wash of blood.  
	Very quiet up here.
	I think about the beer.  Maybe there's more liquor around
here--maybe I should just get hammered and call it a night.  But that
red disk irks me; better to be done with that.
	So I stow that in a thin case and pocket it.  
	The plasma . . . I 'holster' it.
	I snort and chuckle uneasily.
	I put it back in its case.  
	I eye it ferociously.
	Who am I fooling?  I'm no Megapol officer!  If I walk around
with that on me, I'm liable to get killed--or kill myself.
	I leave the weapon in its case, walk towards the door, whip
around, clutch it, and shove it between my belt buckle and my boxers. 
My loose dress shirt, quite untucked, covers the rest of it.
	God, I'm a fool.

It is Sunday night.
	A few Synthmesh workers lazily eye the single monitor
Gaudin's got going.  The results of the day's gravball games scroll by. 
Dave Schaffer, Gaudin's most trusted bouncer, sits on the barstool
nearest the door.  His black tee shirt is strained by the high-gravity
trained muscles of his upper body.
	He spots me peeking in.
	"You?" he growls.  A pitcher of icewater sits before him. 
Gaudin's bouncers:  the driest sunuvabitches in MegaPrime.
	"Me?" I reply.
	Schaffer's eyes focus in on me.
	"Some asshole and a hot chick were lookin' for you," sneers
the bouncer.  "But that was a half-hour ago.  Get lost."
	"Where's the boss?" I ask.
	"Mr. Gaudin doesn't work Sundays," he answers.
	"I know that," I respond.  "Where is he?"
	Schaffer rolls his eyes.  "In back."
	He pours himself another glass of water as I walk by.
	Well, somebody's got to be the bastard.  Nothing like
knucklehead bouncers to quiet down rowdy Kay-sucking frat kids.
	I stride by the Synthmesh people.  They're all old men, all
kind of on the flabby side--friends of Gaudin's, I presume.  Only
friends of Gaudin can enter the Purple Lotus to drink after eight a.m.
on Sundays.
	I am a friend of Gaudin, but I don't stop at the bar.  Instead, I
wander out the back exit and down the off-white corridor to the
parking garage.  The air in Juventus is so much richer than slum air;
breathing is easy for me.  Maybe Hap was right--the slums do make for
stronger folk.  The meek shall inherit the world.  Heh.
	Gaudin's 'office' is a little cubbyhole next to the bathrooms. 
He keeps the strongbox in there--along with a spare bouncer or two. 
Nobody has ever robbed the Lotus.  God forbid anyone who tries.
	His office is locked, but I hear the flush of a toilet.  I lean
against his door and wait for a moment or two.
	The Frenchman steps out of the men's bathroom.  His face
wears that paternal, amused expression that he can't help but adopt
after bearing witness to a rowdy weekend of debauchery and
bacchanalia.  Black slacks and a clean white office shirt, covered by a
buttoned-up vest complete his outfit.
	"Karl!" he exclaims upon spotting me.  "What brings you
here tonight?"
	"Well, Father . . . since we last spoke my life has changed
entirely."
	Gaudin pats me on the back after hearing my typical greeting. 
"Let's go sit in a booth," he suggests.
	We return to the tavern proper and take a seat in that round
back booth where I met Hap and Bunny.  Gaudin sits in Nat's spot, his
back to the wall, with a clear view down the length of the
establishment
	I sit across from him.  Schaffer wanders over, a somewhat
annoyed air about him.  He's all smiles, though, as soon as the boss
starts talking.
	"Two glasses of red wine," he requests.
	Schaffer hurries back to the bar where more help waits behind
its marble length.
	I eye the wrinkled tattoo on Gaudin's right hand.  From the
corner of my eye, I see him glance the bronze around my right ring
finger.  I smile wryly, meeting his gaze.  Diablo?  What's a pack of
street thugs to XCOM?  XCOM--that was a real pack of toughs. . .
	The drinks arrive.  I mutter a thank you.  Gaudin smiles and
sips a bit of his.  I dip my tongue in the wine just to be polite.
	"So, Karl.  How do you fare?"
	He smiles like he really means it, but I can't shake the
profound sense of suffering his old body transmits.  What's Kaleta and
his lies to this veteran--to one of the ten who did make it out of T'
Eleth?  What's Nilwar and his guns to a man who watched half the
planet burn?
	"Karl?"
	"I've had a rough week," I start, feeling guilty as hell for even
troubling the man with my small potatoes.  "I got hired by a big
corporation, got laid by a psychotic cop, got fired, and now," I wave
my right hand, "I'm part of a street gang."
	The Frenchman chuckles, the creases on his face taut and
happy.  "Ah.  A rough week.  You are a master of understatement,
Karl."
	I smile, snort, and look away from him.  His accent, of
course, is nonexistent.  But I hear that he speaks French and Chinese
fluently.
	"Tell me more about this police officer," requests the barkeep. 
"I once slept with an female Army sergeant in Marseille while on
leave.  It was like I was in bed with one of my mates in the squad."
	I grin madly, blush, and look around.  Nobody within earshot. 
Nobody ever is when I speak with Gaudin.
	"You are a dirty old man," I chide.
	"When you are my age and the chi is a faint memory, the
tales of the young are your only consolation," he jokes back.
	I take a gulp of wine.
	"I don't know," I mutter.  "It was just crazy, just pure animal
lust."
	"I know what one night stands are," smirks Gaudin.  "Better
go to the Clinic for a blood test."
	Shit!
	I down the rest of my glass.
	"Thanks, Father, for introducing more complications into my
already complicated life."
	"You must think ahead, Karl, if you want to live to become a
dirty old man like me."
	Great, a blood test and then, if I'm unlucky, a viral purge
from my system.  Two, three hours shot.  But with the some of the
newer pathogens I could already be badly infected . . .
	"I hope she wasn't a prostitute," smiles Gaudin.
	"No, she was a cop.  I already told you that . . ."
	Gaudin senses the hesitation in my voice, my body tensing. 
"But this police officer was in Vice Squad," he guesses.
	Damn, he must be a natural psi.
	"Sometimes I hate you, Father," I sigh back.  "Yes, she was in
Vice Squad, and by the sounds of it, she really got around."
	Gaudin sips a bit more of his wine and leans back, his arms
behind his head.
	"Experienced women are the best kind, Karl.  Not so timid
and uneducated like virgins.  They know how to make you feel like a
man.  They don't cry as much, either.  I once met a girl in Nagoya-"
	"God--is there a city where you don't have the keys to a dozen
women's bedrooms?"
	"I don't believe there was," smiles Gaudin, closing his eyes.
	Shit.  Is--Was.  Poor sunuvabitch must have lost a hundred
lovers in the Inferno.
	"How's gang life?" he asks out of the blue.
	I think back to this afternoon.
	"The service is the best I've had since coming here."
	Gaudin opens his eyes and frowns.
	"David!  More wine!" he demands.  Turning to me, he smiles. 
"I hope that comment didn't apply to the Purple Lotus.  After all," and
he grins semi-sarcastically, "we are only here to please you."
	Schaffer walks over with a polished steel platter.  Two bottles
of vintage red wine are deposited before us.
	I wave my hands and shake my head.  "No, no.  Your
establishment is alone in the world, in offering such a rare
combination of service, selection, and satisfaction," I apologize.  "I
never compare the Lotus to anything else in those categories--it is a
thankless task as your fine establishment master of all three."
	Gaudin is beaming, sipping a refreshed glass.
	"You are a master of the 'baloney-slinging,'" compliments
Gaudin.
	He refills my glass.
	"Thank you."
	"You're welcome."
	This is why I love the Lotus--nothing beats knocking down
burgundy with a friend.  If that friend happens to be the proprietor of
the joint--well, so much the better.
	"Your friend Wolf was looking for you earlier," he states.
	"I know.  I must give something to him."
	"After you go to the Clinic."
	"Yes."
	I scan the Lotus.  Only Schaffer and another bouncer . . .
	I read the numbers on my watch.  10:45.  Time to hoof it to
the people tubes.
	There is a rudimentary network of tubes out in the slums, but
not a tenth of the apartments are accessible via the pressurized,
gravfield equipped tubes used inside the Wall.  Skyways between some
buildings help, but to get back to Biafra, I need to take a big tube south
to the Wall gate, a smaller tube to the old cement factory next to the
Towers, and finally walk a half kilometer of sidewalks to get to Biafra
A's front door.
	I stand up.  "Excuse me, Father, but I must return to my
apartment.  I moved today, and it's a long ways."
	Gaudin steadies me with his hand.  "Take it easy, Karl."
	"I'll go in first thing tomorrow," I reply.
	Gaudin sighs for a moment.  "Venereal disease is not
enjoyable.  Good luck."

1/30/97

Ben Fischer, www.geocities.com/NapaValley/3169/index.htm

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