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I sleep in late, waking at the ridiculous hour of ten o' clock.  But with
no food in the fridge and no job to work at, I might as well stay in bed.
	I stare up at the ceiling; a flat, white expanse with a single
spherical overhead light.
	Bored as hell, I strive to remember my dreams of last night. 
A pillow over my face augments my memory.  
	I only recall sparse details--of Nilwar.  "I too have killed," he
moans from the shadows of my mind, trying to explain, to justify
something.  Even awake, the banshee freezes my blood.  What was
Nilwar talking about--he was saying that he had killed, just like Nat. 
Just like Nat?  No.  
	Nat is a butcher.  
	The sight of that man, that unarmed, running man, crumpled
in the street with his hands clutching at his shredded innards; his
blood mingling with half-digested food as he coughs up ragged gasps
of crimson-tinged phlegm; his big, frightened eyes just like an
animal's, twitching, wild, scared, even as the life sags out of his lungs .
. .
	Shit.  
	Do all men die like that?
	Feeling somewhat depressed, I shed the sheets of my bed and
stumble into my bathroom and flip on the shower.  I haul off my
boxers and stagger into the spray of lukewarm water.
	Fucking murderer.  Callous, hard-as-nails . . . these aren't
good traits!  Sensovision be damned, Eastwood and Wayne and Norris
and all the rest of the great action heroes just make every little shit on
the street think it's a fucking great pastime to go out and shoot some
Axemen in the knees.
	I stare around my bathroom.  Tile floor, ceramic fixtures, real
glass mirror . . . yet somehow I'd rather be back in Petrograd Block,
back where everything isn't built on heaps of dead people.  The slums
fucking suck.
	I lean against the tile wall of the shower stall, and another,
better memory replaces that of an eviscerated man.
	Grocke, her thin, wiry frame pressed up against mine . . .
	I've got to see her again, and it's not just that virus hanging
over her head which compels me.
	She said she was getting transferred out of Special Weapons
to something else, something more . . . elite?  She could have been
lying, but even if she wasn't it's going to be a pain finding her.  A 
search of the Popo's employee roster is impossible without permission
from the corporation or a solid background in computerized breaking
and entering.
	I step out of the shower, dry off, and fire up my computer. 
I'm no hack; I just write, surf the net, and download pornography.  But
I'll bet I know someone who knows a good operator . . .
	Oscuro and company are out of the question.  I don't think
amigos would smile upon me being involved with the Popo on any
level, animal lust included.  I'd probably get a dumpster in some
remote alley as my coffin.  Besides, Diablo doesn't seem like the kind
of organization that is overflowing with computer know-how.
	Nilwar would be able to find out.  Marsec hires computer
artisans--I remember spotting a few of them entering the lobby of the
Marsec Building on my first day on the job.  Dirty as hell, wearing
clothes that surely hadn't been laundered for weeks, those punks were
probably--heh--assigned to Internal Security's Intranet patrol.  Special
Agents just like myself.
	I snort.  I wonder how they got conned into working for big
bad Marsec.
	But Nilwar shouldn't know of Grocke--and bearing Ben's
warnings in mind, I think it would be best to keep a few things from
the bodyguard and Hageny.
	Oscuro and Nilwar discounted, I have only one choice left.
	I send my AI searching for "Lotus Systems".

I munch on a synth-beef sandwich, ordered from the reception
downstairs.  If you ignore all the graffiti and litter, Biafra A's lobby is
actually quite charming; real wood panelling, used, but still fairly
decent furniture, and several healthy and alive plants.  They also have
a palatable selection of microwavable foods and food accessories.
	The AI is done, having taken all of maybe five minutes to
dredge up every instance of the words "Lotus" and "Systems" in the
public domain servers.
	"Lotus Systems:  Discrete Information Services," reads the
top entry.  I select it, and instantly connect to none other than the
Purple Lotus Fanpage.
	The entirety of the page is a small counter displaying five
hits, the phrase "Last updated 3/11/2084" typed in the lower left hand
corner, and a large, colorfully animated film short of overweight
Synthmesh workers riveting structural steel.
	"Under Construction" boasts the site.
	I roll my eyes.  Plasma pistol already holstered, I head for the
door.

"Your webpage sucks."
	Swan looks up from his three computer screens and blinks.
	"Bar's that way, wino," he says, pointing to the office door.
	I instinctively glance over my shoulder and snort.
	"Let me try that again," I repeat, swallowing the insult.  "I
need your help."
	The bouncer swivels his chair towards me, the dark grey bulk
of Gaudin's cashbox hiding underneath his desk.  A mangled
lapcomputer rests off to his side, on top of a large sheaf of yellowed
papers.
	"Really?" replies Swan.
	"Yeah.  I need to contact someone who was in the Popo
SWAT command."
	He narrows his eyes at me and looks me over.  "Jeez, it's
eleven in the morning, Karl.  Have some self control--don't hit the
booze until at least twelve."
	"I'm serious."
	"So am I."
	I glare at him for a moment.  He cracks a broad smile and
knocks a heap of magnetic disk cases from a nearby stool.
	"Have a seat.  I'll see what I can do."
	He clears one of his monitors of the document he was
formerly working on--a long passage about someplace called Dallas.
	I sit down.  "What is all of this?" I ask, pointing to the two
remaining monitors.  One is apparently a few pages along in the
description, having more mentions of Forth Worth, Dallas, and the
year 2005.  The other is a United States Army declassified list of
casualties--some "National Guard" unit.  Something like Megapol, I
suppose, because it has a lot of low-ranking corporals and sergeants.
	"My book," boasts Swan.
	"It was the late summer of that year, and the heat was
incredible--one hundred and twelve was the high on Tuesday.  People
were dropping like flies from the heat . . ."
	My eyes cruise down to the bottom of the page.
	"'-had enough problems already; hell, we were gonna be
facing mass riotin' in a few weeks anyways.  Of course, fate would
have it that we got them bugs instead.'"
	"What is this about?" I ask.
	"The Battle of Dallas," he answers.  "The history of XCOM's
a little hobby of mine; Dallas was the first time the bugs just started
out and out killing people."
	"Interesting," I mutter, reaching around him and scrolling
down the text.
	"Police and National Guard units tried to halt the bug
advances, but were brutally beaten back by superior technology and
weaponry.  Over one thousand men and women died in these early
phases of the battle.  However, tattered elements of the 14th Precinct
managed to hold a few key buildings in the heart of Dallas for crucial
hours before the arrival of XCOM.
	"This is their story."
	"Where is your research?" I inquire.
	"Declassified stuff off of the Senate servers--damage reports,
ground assault salvage inventories--boring shit, mainly.  I read that
novel by Patterson, too.  What's it called- ?"
	"Crusade," I answer, rolling my eyes.  "You read that right-
wing propaganda?"
	"You have a problem with Crusade?"
	"Other than the fact that it's probably the most racist book of
all time, no."
	"Hemingway would fall into that same category," counters
Swan.
	"But Hemingway was an artist--and a human.  Patterson's just
a militant nazi who wanted to create something like The Turner
Diaries--except with more popular appeal."
	"I wouldn't compare the two."
	"Crusade's just twenty megs of gung-ho lies."  Mocking the
novel, I rant, "'Bob walked around the corner and was shot by a grey. 
Tom followed him around the corner and shot the grey.  He checked to
see if Bob was alive.  He wasn't.  Furious, he tore out the little alien's
guts with his hands,'"
	Swan's face is a bright, throbbing red.
	"It's not lies," he starts out, quietly.  "Patterson explains a lot
that nobody cares about--like why there were only one hundred
veterans of the original XCOM and how dead US soldiers somehow
wound up in Japan, Switzerland, and Australia without anybody's
knowledge.  And he doesn't just brush off the whole fucking war like it
was some pre-planned miracle, because it wasn't."
	He is shouting.
	"Hey, it's cool," I apologize, holding my hands away from my
body, half expecting him to physically attack me.  "I read it too, and
you're right--Patterson deals with that shit the US Army and the
United Nations never explained.  And I also read Kamikaze and his
book about Navarro."
	"You a student of the First Alien War also?" he asks, his
voice flat.
	"Let's just say that I had a class at Lifetree which thoroughly
covered it."
	Swan turns back to his computer, silent.  "You wanted me to
find some shit on someone in the Megapol roster?" he asks.
	"Uh, yeah."
	"It'll be difficult," he mutters.
	I grit my teeth and glance back towards the doorway.
	"Look, I can pay you-"
	Swan holds up a hand to stop me from saying more.
	"If it'll get your drunk ass out of my office, I'll do it for free."
	"Uh, thanks?"
	Swan switches to his web interface and selects the general
information menu, accessing the Popo site instantly.  He travels
through a few submenus, repeatedly fending off queries and alerts such
as "Do you wish to report a crime? (Yes/No)" and "Protect your
apartment with a Megapol alarm/link network!  (Tell me more/I'll take
my chances)".  He finally reaches a screen demanding a password.
	Swan types in the password, a long seven character string.
	"Where'd you- ?" I ask, amazed.
	"Popo sergeant who'd had a few too many," replies the
bouncer.
	The next level is revealed to us.  Personnel lists and locations
are his next target, and he loads up an AI query screen.
	"You have a name you want?  Hurry up--I've got this link
routed through six servers, but they're gonna trace us fast."
	"Grocke," I reply.  "Why are they tracing you?  I mean, you
already gave the correct password."
	He shrugs his shoulders.  "Standard procedure, I guess."
	"That's stupid," I mutter.
	"No, that's paranoid," he corrects.
	The AI returns, bearing a link to one 'Lieutenant Casey
Grocke.'
	"Here you go," Swan says, opening the file.
	"RESTRICTED ACCESS:  Lev 10 Authorization Required."
	"Shit," he mutters, cutting the Intranet connection
immediately with a flick of his wrist.
	"Why'd you do that?" I whine.
	"Got a level fucking ten identification on you?" he sneers.  "I
didn't think so."
	"What does level ten mean?" I inquire.
	"Let me put it this way--Sergeant Postle had Level Two
Authority.  When you said SWAT, I thought you were just jerking
around . . . I guess you weren't."
	"Hm," I mumble.
	Swan looks back at his monitor.  "But that's kinda strange--
they must've shuffled around the access levels.  SWAT files have
always been level seven."
	"She said she transferred out of Special Weapons to some
secret assignment."
	The bouncer turns and stares at me.
	"Great, they're probably a Megapol hit squad airborne for us
right now.  Listen, wino, you can mention these things to me
beforehand.  There is no 'out' of the Special Weapons and Tactics . . . 
except for incarceration, deep cover, or death."
	I recall locks of brown, sweaty hair draped down over my
face.
	"She certainly wasn't dead," I mumble, "and I doubt that she
was on her way to jail."
	"Deep cover," mutters Swan.  "Just looking at a Deep Cover
agent's name is enough to get a Megapol AI on your ass."
	A certain gold card in my pocket burns at my thigh.
	I stand up to leave.
	"Sorry I couldn't help you," says Swan.
	"It's OK . . . I didn't expect to find her anyway . . . good luck
with the novel," I reply, adding, "And I did like one of Patterson's
books--Kamikaze.  Much better than Crusade."
	Swan spins his chair around.
	"Why?" he asks, puzzled.  "Jack Rawlings was an idiot
compared to everybody else in XCOM!  He wasn't a strategist, an
engineer, or an xenobiologist!  Just a ghetto punk who somehow
wound up rubbing shoulders with the people who really deserved to be
there!  I mean, that was one dull, dull pencil."
	I chuckle, and turn my back to Swan, leaving.
	"Yeah?  Well, he survived . . . and the rest of them didn't."

I purchase a small bottle of wine at the counter before leaving.  
	I have no idea where to go now.
	I ride the tubes back to Biafra Towers, thinking all the way.
	I've got to see Grocke again.  Casey?  Well, at least it's a
better first name than 'Bitch.'  Jesus, what a profane degenerate of a
woman!  F-ing this, f-ing that--she must've fit the role of a hooker
nicely.
	I stare out the thick thermoplastic tube walls.  The wreckage
of Yokohama Block stares back at me.  The geodesic dome's light tan
north half is a charred smear of broken steel toothpicks and punctured
polymer panes.  A few Synthmesh vehicles lethargically sweep at the
debris field at the apartment block's base.
	As the grav field pushes me by the building's east side, I spot
tiny opened portholes--windows.  Insulation, sheetrock, and other
chunks of Yokohama's guts hesitantly fly out these pores.  There are
people inside, rummaging through, salvaging what they can.
	"WHERE ARE YOU, MEGAPOL?" asks a spray-painted
stretch of white sheet suspended between two windows.
	From the crushed rim of the arcology's atrium rises a spindly
flagpole--from it flies a flag of blue with the white four-spoked wheel
of Sol in its center.  It is the cross within the circle; it is the sign of the
Church of Sirius.
	Flannery has been here.
	The ranks of his Church swell with every disaster.  Whenever
Megapol lapses and the emergency vehicles come too late, Flannery is
there, with his ranks of green-clothed followers.  They are the only
ones that care; they are the only real humans in this cage of a city.
	The Senators should take some cues from this man.  Where
Sakurai and his cohorts plotted a Shangri-la to end all Utopias rose
just another big, ugly city that chews up the young and spits out
pollution and crime.  Flannery, on the other hand, never made any
promises of technological progress or perfection on a grand scale.  
	He simply teaches the golden rule.
	I look away from the carnage of two nights ago.
	Which I simply don't follow.
	I sit down on the grav field, still flying along at a comfortable
thirty kilometers per hour.
	See, if I were doing unto others as I wish were done unto me,
I would be finding some damn way to tell Grocke that she's dying. 
She is dying.  HIV one twelve bee.
	The more I think about that whore, that beautiful woman, that
lady, the better I think of her--a strange phenomenon, considering that
familiarity breeds contempt.  "She very lonely," isn't that what Ben
said?
	I stare around at the ranks of strangers travelling this tube
with me.  Just suits, suits, and some more suits.  Nobody I could give a
goddamn about.
	So am I.

Feeling depressed, I wander in through the front door of Biafra.  I
stumble past some strangers, intent upon flying up the lift to my room
and sleeping the rest of the day.
	"Peace!  Wait up!" says one of them.
	Wolf.
	"Hey," I mutter.
	He immediately senses that something is wrong with me, his
natural talent for empathy kicking in.  
	I'm sure he plays as good a prostitute as Grocke.
	"What's the matter?" he asks, the exuberance dropping from
his voice.
	I look up at the short blondish-brownish stubble on his chin,
his slightly yellowed teeth, and his blue, blue eyes.
	"Nothing you'd care about," I sulk.
	"I'll bet you lunch that I would.  Come on, I know a decent
place to get Chinese."
	I grunt and follow him.  He doesn't head out the front door--
instead, he strides towards the elevator.
	"Have you eaten yet?" he asks.
	"No," I sigh.  I'm not feeling particularly hungry.
	Trudging after him, I am stricken by a sudden sense of deja
vu--Buenos Aires . . .
	I chuckle.  
	"Man, how did you put up with me?" I yell after him as he
leaps up the grav lift.
	"What do you mean by that?" he shouts back.
	"I'm such a moping bastard," I reply.  "I don't know how you
can stand me."
	Wolf hops off the lift on the second floor.  I quickly join him.
	He shrugs and grins.
	"I'll chalk it up to your easy-going demeanor," I say.
	We walk down the hallway.
	"Now seriously," he asks, "what's your problem?"
	"It's about a girl."
	Yeah right.  How do you sum up the flash-burnt memory of
straight brown hair draped across your neck, green cat eyes bearing
down on you, the bruise of a boot mark on your throat, and primitive,
violent sex?
	Wolf slowly looks at me, raises an eyebrow, and smiles--
sadly.
	"I know what you mean."
	Well, the means might be flawed--but he understands.
	Wolf knocks on an apartment door.  I spot small brass plate
with a few characters in kanji.
	"Hello?" asks someone from the inside.
	"Hungry gaijin looking for food," replies Wolf, breathing on
the peephole.  It frosts up.
	I hear multiple locks coming unbolted.  The door swings
open, and a small, older oriental woman greets us.  She wears a neat
black dress underneath a whitish apron along with a rather nasty facial
expression.
	"I'm Chinese, stupid!  Not filthy Japanese!  Read the sign-"
she runs a thin finger underneath the plate, "Quality Chinese Food. 
Knock for service."
	Wolf grins and shrugs.  "Sorry," he whines.
	The door slams shut and the deadbolt slides closed.
	My friend mouthes the words "what the fuck" to me and
pounds on the door.
	"Open up, silly bitch!" he yells.
	"Not for stupid Americans!"
	"Jesus, you think I don't know you're Chinese?"
	"Then why you use the word 'gaijin?'  That Japanese word,
arrogant oaf!"
	Wolf makes an ugly face and his right hand twitches.
	I lean over next to the door.
	"We have money!" I shout.
	I hear the bolt disengage.  The door cracks ajar.
	"Why didn't you say so before?" she asks, holding it open for
us.
	Wolf and I walk in.  The restaurant inside must be the several
apartments large; I spot another door a few meters to my left.  A few
large tables with lazy-susan style glass tops dominate the room.  These
are surrounded by chairs, smaller tables, and more chairs.    A few
oriental-types sit in the back corner, their lapcomputers loaded up with
mah-jong or some other nearly extinct board game.  They don't look
up as our cranky hostess directs us to a small table next to a window.
	"Great view," I mutter, looking across an alley at another
cement and steel tenement.
	"You got a problem, you leave," replies the small Chinese
woman.
	I sit down never the less.
	"Bring us your best stuff," commands Wolf.  
	"Like you Americans know the difference," she snaps back.
	He leans over the table to me as the woman heads for the
kitchen.  "Good friend of mine," whispers Wolf.  "She just treats us
like crap because the food's so good and so cheap there isn't any
competition to go to."
	I grunt.
	"So tell me more about this hot mama of yours," says Wolf.
	"She's about one hundred seventy centimeters, is built like a
gymnast, and works for Megapol's SWAT team."
	"Bummer," he says.  "Built like a gymnast?"  He makes a
gesture with both hands over his chest.
	"It's not like Nat's particularly endowed in that aspect," I
reply.
	Wolf blushes and looks away.
	I press forward with my assault.  "Anyways--how does a fairly
smart son-of-a-bitch like you meet a slum queen like her?"
	He returns his gaze to me and glares.  "She's not a 'slum
queen', asshole."
	"OK, she's not.  But how did you come here to MegaPrime?"
	Wolf leans back in his chair and folds his hands behind his
head.
	"I made some bad decisions," he begins.
	Flunking out of secondary school?
	"I'll say," I interject.
	He doesn't respond to the barb.  
	"Misha," his former woman-friend, "and I broke up about
after about six months in Sao.  She said I wasn't 'pulling my weight,'"
he snorts, "so I just left her.  Which," raising his palms, "was a bad
thing.  I didn't have a fucking dollar to my name, and all of my
'friends' in Sao were Misha's friends."
	He closes his eyes.
	"I don't want to tell you how I did it, but I got together a little
capital."  I open my mouth, but without looking at me, he silences me
with a gesture.  "I'll tell you later . . . but I took that cash, and went
into business."
	"Narc?" I mumble.
	"Yeah.  Couldn't find a day job, and it was the cleanest
nighttime job I could land--trust me, there's lots of worse stuff to do
than peddling a little Kay."
	He opens his eyes again.
	"But I'm done with that.  I'm on the up-and-up from now on. 
Remember that website we set up--the 'Father Borgeouis Secondary
School Women's Locker Room Fanpage'?"
	I nod my head and crack a smile.  Oh, the silly things
schoolkids do . . .
	"The java sucked," I chuckle.
	"Yes it did," he agrees, "but I met up with some SELF guys
who'd visited it.  They thought it was just the funniest thing they'd ever
seen, and to make a long story short, they introduced me to the Sao
chapter's chief--this old intel named Bolivar.  I did a few favors for
him, and we became good friends.  
	"But," he sighs, "Sao was getting old fast.  Bolivar was
heading north to take over SELF's ops in MegaPrime, and I
volunteered to be his courier.  We flew Transtellar sub-orbital in first
fucking class."
	He smiles, remembering the journey I suppose.
	"Well worth the money," he continues. "I just got hammered--
which actually saved our asses."
	"Do tell," I reply.
	A little Chinese boy comes out of the swinging door to the
kitchen.  He bears a tray with two plates of steaming chow mein.  He
places one before Wolf and the other before me, bows, and leaves.  I
mutter thanks.
	I bust open the sterilized recycled chopsticks on the plates and
get to work eating.  The vegetables are fresh and the 'chicken' is so
well done that I can't tell whether it's synth or not.  But most
importantly, the rice is neither rubbery or too water-logged.
	"This is really good," I say, my mouth stuffed with food.
	Wolf nods.  "We grow our own hydroponic vegetables.  Out
here in the Territories, we don't trust Nutrivend--not after they refused
to sell food to the entire southside for three months about four years
ago."
	Four years ago . . .
	The Senate had tried to put in place Popo checkpoints at the
Wall groundcar and people tube entry gates--and they planned to pay
for it with a monthly use fee of a mere one hundred dollars.
	Not everybody in the slums agreed with the Senate's decision. 
The proletariat voiced their dissatisfaction by burning down an entire
Synthmesh warehouse just outside the east wall.  Senator Luis Chin
responded by putting a squad of Megapol riot police 'on every doorstep
in the slums'.
	But the violence only really erupted when he was assassinated
. . .
	My blood runs cold.
	I shiver, even though by now I'm quite used to the feeling.
	"Where is Nat now?" I ask.
	"Nat's cleaning up some apartments," Wolf replies.
	I set down my chopsticks.
	"What in hell is she?" I whisper.
	"Huh?" he frowns.
	I look around the restaurant.  Still nobody here except the
Chinese in the back corner.
	"I have seen her kill at least a half dozen people in less than a
week.  I could have been one of those poor fuckers--don't give me any
shit, Wolf."
	A pause.
	"She's Oscuro's right hand."
	"Elaborate."
	"You saw Gomez."
	I wait for him to continue.
	"You've met Oscuro, right?" he asks in a quiet voice.
	I nod.
	"If somebody fucks around with him, he will fuck them up."
	"Like that Gomez guy."
	"Yes.  Normally that's Fizzy's job.  He's Oscuro's designated
hitter.  But Fizzy doesn't have the words subtlety or stealth in his
vocabulary--the botched Seger hit was typical of him.  That's where
Nat comes in.  Gomez was an exception . . . normally she goes it alone
and doesn't make as big a mess."
	So it's true.  She's no samurai!  She's an honorless ninja, a
simple killer . . .
	I finally meet Wolf's eyes again.
	"Where did you find Nat?"
	"She was our contact at the spaceport.  She got Bolivar and
me out of a nasty situation with some noncompliant customs fucks,
and as payment for the service . . . I'm her property."
	Property?
	It's my turn to say 'what'.
	"What?"
	Wolf resumes eating his chow mein.
	"Yeah, it sounds bad, but I've had worse.  Much worse."
	"Property?  Jesus, I thought indentured servitude was-"
	"Yes, Virginia, Unca Mikey's a whore.  A prostitute.  A kept
man, if you will."
	I mull over the disturbing revelation.  Long, tan legs, a hint of
black lace; I suppose he's right--he could have it worse.
	"In a completely perverted way, that's kinda kewl," I mumble,
grinning slightly.
	Wolf stares at the remnants of his food, pushing around stray
grains of rice with his hashi.  He smiles wryly.
	"There's only so much sex you can take."
	I chuckle more.  "Never thought I'd hear you say that."
	"Well, you just did.  And I'm serious.  It's a job to me.  I
mean--I don't know."  He throws up his hands.  "I have to concentrate,
Peace, I have to concentrate real hard . . ."
	"What, to keep it up?"
	He doesn't even get the joke.  Instead, Wolf closes his eyes,
and folds his arms over his chest.
	He looks like he's been raped.
	"No--I have to consciously keep myself from blowing my
brains out."
	There's no witty retort to that one.
	I finish the rest of my rice in silence.
	The Chinese hostess materializes at our table as soon as we
are done.  "Is there anything else?" she asks, hungrily watching Wolf
peel bills from his wallet.
	A psychiatrist, please, I almost blurt.  God damn, Wolf is one
sick puppy.
	My troubled friend pays the bill and we get a pair of fortune
cookies.  I bust mine open; Wolf hesitates with his.
	"Hey, what are you waiting for?" I ask.
	His cheek twitches, and he peels the biodegradable wax paper
wrap from the cookie.  He cracks it open, and takes out the thin strip
of paper.
	"What's it say?" I ask, trying to be cheerful.  I snap mine open
and start munching on the sugary dough.
	"'You will acquire Fortune and Happiness through
Perseverance,'" he reads.  Wolf snorts and crumples up the paper. 
"What the fuck."
	"Like they pay the guys who write these things creative
bonuses," I reply.
	"What's yours say?" Wolf asks.
	"'The Trust of your Friends is t Accidental.'"
	Wolf nearly spits out his cookie.
	"Let me see that."  He eyes run over the ominous line.  "Shit,
must be a typo."
	"Jesus," I moan.  "I got a dud."
	Wolf continues to eye the strip.  "That really sucks.  I mean,
what if some poor depressed fucker opened up this cookie?"
	I smile.  "They'd blow their brains out?"
	Wolf rolls his eyes, flashes a trademark Fangman smile, and
makes a pistol with his right hand.  He plants it on his temple and
fakes shooting himself.
	"Lucky thing you got it.  It could have been enough," he
conspiratorially leans closer to me, "to push me over the edge."
	I grin.  "Listen, if you have any problems-"
	Wolf draws back.  "Hey, it's OK now.  As long as I can talk to
somebody about my problems . . . I won't do anything stupid."
	I wouldn't bet on that.
	"Just make sure that I'm along with you when you do," I
reply.
	Wolf chuckles.  "I thought I was the one who always talked us
out of trouble!"
	"Yeah, but you're not as trustworthy as me."
	Wolf is silent.
	I glance out the window. 
	"Where's Hap?" I ask.

Halfway there, I turn to Wolf.  I'm still in shock.
	"Why?"
	"I don't know.  He's been coming here ever since I met him."
	"He just doesn't seem like the type."  
	Quiet, confident.  Meditative.  Complex.
	These are not words normally used to describe members of
the Church of Sirius.
	"Well, he is.  Do you have a problem with that?"
	Granted, the Church does great things like feed the poor and
heal the sick . . . but it takes an ignorant, simple mind to adopt their
tenets--right?  Salvation for the poor.  The poor and stupid?  Those
who take well to that 'old time religion' shit Flannery puts on--the
stupid!  Hap just doesn't seem like the kind of person to raise his hands
and move 'with the spirit,' as they say.  
	Jesus.
	"No . . . I'm just wondering why.  Are there any other bizarre
secrets of his that I should know about?"
	I spy groundcars cruising by the people tube.  That's Lennon
Street off to our left; to our right hand is the Wall.  And dead ahead, in
a broad, sprawling complex of trees and sun bleached concrete, is the
House of the Open Door.
	The name refers to the ancient legend of Joseph and Mary in
Bethlehem--how they were turned away from all the hotels and rental
apartments--and how we, as a society, have continually been doing
that for the last two millennia--turning away those in need.  
	It happened again, just four years ago.  When Senator Chin
closed the Wall and locked out all the slummers from the inner city,
Flannery was moved to action.  "Well, let there be at least one door . . .
one door that is open to all!" he declared, breaking ground for the first
of four such hostels.  The House of the Virgin Mary, the House of the
New Millennium, and Friendship House are their names.
	"Yeah, one other," answers Wolf.  "How do you think Hap
became an ace pilot?"
	"I don't know--he flew cabs for Transtellar?"
	Wolf chuckles.
	"Not exactly.  Hap's ex-Popo."
	Mouth agape, I frown at Wolf.
	"You're not . . ."
	"Yes.  Squadron leader, maybe three dozen official kills. 
Probably the best pilot they ever had."
	"Then why's he- ?"
	"Why is anybody in the Territories?" answers Wolf.  
	"It wasn't his choice."
	I furtively look around, still somewhat disbelieving.
	"That's the short answer.  He can tell you the long one."
	We step off the tube at the front gate of the House of the Open
Door.  This tube terminal is a multi-story thermoplastic encased porch
to the smooth, almost marble columns of concrete that front the
building.  Blue flags with white cross-wheels hang from the spaces
between the towering supports; low green shrubs surround their bases.
	I notice the cultists--er, churchgoers--who spring from the
tube around us.  While many are dressed in the suits of middle-level
managers or the jumpsuits of the working poor, a few conspicuous
members wear deep green capes, hip-length folds of a heavy, crude
canvas material that mash their shoulders, back, and chest.  Their
pants, loose and flowing, are tied via a thick green-died cord of hemp. 
I spot a particularly attractive female; the shirt on her chest is of that
same cloth and hue.
	"Crazy," I mutter.
	"Maybe to you," replies Wolf.
	We walk inside.  A broad concourse runs the length of the
building, with regular skylights and plants.  Hundreds of rooms branch
off of this; I glance in one.  Stacks of crates are inside, all bearing the
insignia of Nutrivend.  Other rooms are filled with chairs and tables. 
Churchgoers eat a late lunch in a small cafeteria.
	Wolf and I stride past a large gameboard, huge white and
green tiles evenly spaced upon the floor.  Two children move the large
plastic pieces via remote; they sit in high-backed chairs on the board
itself.
	Wolf pauses.  "Take his bishop!" he laughs at one of the
players.
	"Whatever," replies the lad.
	"It's an obvious ambush," Wolf whispers to me.  "He'll lose
his own bishop, a pawn, and maybe a knight if he does that, but . . .
he'll force the other guy to have to pick between losing his queen or his
rook."
	I shrug.  It's Latin to me.
	"No idea," I answer.  "Never learned, never will."
	We move on.  The scenery is good; there is an inordinately
large number of young, pretty women here . . . damn.
	"Wow," I mumble.  "Did you see- ?"
	"They've all taken a vow of chastity until marriage," he
whispers in my ear.  "I'd stick with that gymnast girl if I were you,
Peace."
	Oh.  Right.  Grocke . . .
	She really is beautiful.  Lithe, athletic, an engine of sexual
energy . . . and a carrier of that goddamn virus. 
	Wolf chats with a green-robed man.  He points back towards
the entrance.
	And I could love her--and not just in a purely physical way. 
True, I'm a Diablo initiate, accessory to more than a few murders and
she's a steel-toed nazi with an axe to grind, but I think we can make
something happen.
	Wolf heads for the people tube platform.  I mindlessly follow
him.
	I wonder what my parents would think if I brought her home? 
My dad, the easy going, stereotypical laid-back "Good German" would
probably be content that I'm not a homosexual . . . my mother, on the
other hand, would be downright driven to insanity over my bad taste. 
Was I simply conceived to be married off to some other rich family? 
Does Grocke have any money of her own?  Why am I still mulling
over a somewhat elongated one night stand?
	We step through the doorway to that small cafeteria.
	Hap, or someone who looks a lot like Hap, sits at the end of a
table.  His short brown hair is hidden underneath the hood of a big
green . . . bathrobe?
	He eats soup and bread.
	"Hap!" smiles Wolf.
	"Mike!" replies the churchman as we saunter over to him. 
"What brings you here?  It couldn't be that you've actually decided to
end your sinful ways?"
	"I wish I could," my friend responds, not a drop of sarcasm in
his voice.  "Peace here wanted to know what your day job is, so I
decided to bring him here."
	Hap pulls back his hood.  I sit down next to him.
	"Eat already?" he asks.
	We nod.  
	My God, it's true.  Hap is Church of Sirius.
	He spots me staring at him.
	"What's with the green . . . outfits?" I ask.
	Hap smiles and grasps a fold of the rough material.
	"'Green is the color of spring, the color of innocence and
virginity,'" he rattles off, suddenly grinning, "-plus stains don't show
nearly as bad and you can get dandruff in it."
	I chuckle.
	"Excuse me," says Wolf, "I've got to place a call."
	He stands up and trots off, leaving me frowning at his back.
	"What the- ?"
	"Nat likes to know where he is at all times," says Hap.
	"How did those two meet up?" I ask, somehow glad that my
friend is momentarily gone.  "I mean, he doesn't really love Nat-"
	"Their relationship is not about love.  It's about survival."
	I am silent.
	Hap sets down his empty soup bowl, a crude plastic affair.  A
church member heading to the counter to put away his own bowl picks
it up.
	"Bless you, brother," says Hap.
	"Gracias, amigo."
	I raise my eyebrows at the exchange.
	"Mike was an up-and-coming SELF spokesperson," quietly
begins Hap.  It takes me a moment to realize that he's talking to me. 
"He was the right man for the job--intelligent, witty, and a lady killer. 
He mingled with the trend-setters, the politicos and corporate
executives, drumming up support for the androids and generally
showing the world that SELF could have a handsome human face."
	Hap sighs and looks at me.
	"He could've made a difference, Peace.  He really could've
changed things."
	He stares down at the table.
	"But at one of those damn cocktail parties he met Jasmine
Ademino.  They hit it off well, I hear.  Became the best of friends, so
to speak."
	Shit.
	"Her husband, the 'honorable' Senator Ademino, was not at
all pleased.  Besides putting a significant bounty on your friend Mike's
smiling face, he also took out his rage on SELF--and you know the rest
of that story."
	Senator Robert Ademino.  Technocrat advocate of law and
order and tradition--as long as the latter coincided with Megapol's
policies.  But God is a humorous bastard who likes his irony straight--
good old 'Family Values' Ademino couldn't even keep his own wife
from straying!
	The fascist cracked at the news, and before his peers in the
Senate unanimously voted to expel him, he pushed for the unofficial--
and involuntary--decommissioning of all mobile sentient artificial
intelligences within MegaPrime's borders.  He was responsible for the
droid lynchings of two years ago; so many non-sentient maintenance
and service droids were slain out of mere paranoia that Synthmesh,
Super Dynamics, and General Metro sued Megapol for nearly one
billion dollars in lost productivity.
	I saw Ademino the night before his impeachment hearings. 
Bloated, with slabs of fat hanging from his neck, thick pudgy fingers
shaking as he knocked down shot after shot of Jack Daniels, his
bloodshot, beady eyes blurred over with fear and alcohol.  A cornered
animal, he lashed out at patron who stepped too close to him; his
bodyguards merely grabbed him and turned his bulk back to his bottle
of whiskey.  They carried--no, they dragged him, dragged him out the
back exit of the Lotus, his bulging slacks wet with spilt liquor and
urine.
	Gaudin, the old barkeep, nearly cried when he saw what had
become of his favorite politico.  Lean, Mean 'Family Values' reduced
to a quivering, hairless baby, struck dumb with alcohol and fear. 
Gaudin thought the whole incident was so disgraceful that he refused
to serve Senators after that night . . .
	"Damn," I mutter.  "But Ademino's been impeached for a
couple years now; why is Wolf still- ?"
	"Ademino was Megapol's man," says Hap.  "They hold Mikey
personally responsible for his downfall."
	"And that's why he's always near Nat."
	"Yes."
	I shake my head.
	"Disgusting," I mutter.  "So they don't love each other at all?"
	"No," disagrees Hap, "There is something there, but it's a
one-way street."
	"Huh?"
	Hap glances around.  Wolf is still gone.
	"Trust me on this.  She will never admit to it, and if you press
her on it, she'll blow your head off, but Nat really does love Mike."
	Then why the fuck does she flirt with me? I want to scream.
	"Huh," I manage.
	Hap is quiet for long minute, watching the other church
members finishing up their modest noon meals and wandering off to
do more good work for the Lord.
	"Why are you a member?" I inquire.
	"Member of what?" he replies.
	"This."
	Hap shrugs.  "I'm here because I believe."
	To believe--an impossible task for my poisoned, cynical mind.
	But there is hope for even the worst cases . . .
	"Brother Reynolds!  It's been too long!" roars a boisterous,
unmistakable voice.
	I glance over my shoulder and do a double-take.
	The man in white bears down on me.

"Father!"
	Hap stands and then kneels upon the floor.  
	I stand and turn--it truly is Father Robert Flannery Junior, the
last great sage of humanity.
	"Oh, knock that rubbish off, Reynolds!  We're all equals here,
and you needn't lick the dirt off my shoes to express your respect!"
	Hap stands up, a broad grin on his face.  He and Flannery
embrace, the small white mass of the founder of the Church of Sirius
engulfed in the billowing green folds of Hap's robe.
	Easily two dozen retainers and assistants to Flannery cram
the entrance of the cafeteria, several with lapcomputer satchels slung
over their church wardrobe.  However, they aren't the people that
attract my attention--it's the other hooded, robed figures like Hap.  My
eyes aren't trained, but something about the way that heavy green
canvas rests over their frames is unusual . . .
	"I honestly thank heaven that I met you here, for I was
worried," says Flannery.  "Southside has been having it's share of
troubles recently, hasn't it?"
	I watch Hap's eyes.  They go bright for a second.  Perhaps he
is remembering a shapeless, crumbled heap of bones and meat lying in
the middle of Calle Almodovar . . .
	"I think things are looking up, Father," he slowly states.
	"That is good--so many new faces from the southside!  And
it's truly a blessing that at least that portion of the outer city is
normally so peaceful; the people from the South Projects need
somewhere to stay during the rebuilding."
	Flannery turns to one of his entourage.  "Joseph, tell them to
load up the transports without me.  I'll catch them before they leave."
	The church man dips his head and weaves his way out of the
room.
	"How bad is the destruction?" I ask.
	"I'm sorry, Father," interjects Hap.  "This is Peace, a friend of
mine from Southside."
	Flannery extends a hand.  Without thinking, I clutch it.
	"Pleased to me you, Mister Peace."
	Flannery's eyes are a pale blue, the color of the sky in old
two-dimensional films.  He looks into my eyes as I stare into his--I see
clouds, thin wispy white cirrus clouds like a summer's afternoon in the
desert.
	He is an old man, shrunken and stooped from years of hard
labor and devotion towards his goal of enlightenment; but his grip is
iron.  No, he does not crush my hand in some sick gangster twist of
machismo; the strength may be merely implied, but it is there, latent
and waiting.
	We break the contact.
	"Strange name--Peace.  An old nickname?"
	"From secondary school."
	"Does it suit your character?"
	"Any name fits me as well as the next."
	"Take care then," Flannery grins, a touch of wickedness in his
wrinkled face, "that they do not call you by profanities."
	Father Flannery, shield of the oppressed and a new savior
unto mankind, just joked with me.
	Heh.
	I turn away from him, my face all contorted with waves of
laughter.  Hap rolls his eyes skyward.
	Flannery pats me on the back.
	"All three must be demolished," he finally says, turning away
from me.  "Thanks to Megapol, not one of those arcologies is fit for
human habitat.  Thanks to Megapol, not less than twenty two thousand
people lost their homes.  And now," he continues, a wisp of anger
coloring his voice, "thanks to Megapol, the survivors go hungry."
	Flannery is no longer speaking to just me.  His personal
attendants, the patrons of this cafeteria, and gathering throngs of
church members crowd us.  He boldly steps onto the table top to be
better heard.
	"We need every groundcar you can get," announces the sage,
"because Megapol is searching everything going into the South
Projects!  They know we're just bringing in food and medical supplies,
not narcotics or weapons or--Hellfire and Damnation--," his eyes
bulge, and he pours on the sarcasm, "Bibles!  They're searching us for
Bibles!"
	"Blind fools!" shouts someone from the crowd.
	"We should run the blockade!"
	Flannery shakes his head.  "No, that's not how we work.  We
will turn the other cheek to Megapol's policy.  That's not important--
what matters is that we get a regular food delivery system down, and
that means as many groundcars as possible.  Megapol can search all
they want, but if we keep food coming into the Projects twenty four
hours a day for as long as it takes to stabilize the situation . . . that's
what matters."
	"Searching for Bibles?" yells a puzzled church member.  "We
can't let them get away with that!"
	"That will come later.  Feed the body first.  Then feed the
soul.  We have sworn to helping those in need--I refuse to hold the
starving hostage to our beliefs.  Yes, we would be that much more
fortunate if all we aided joined us, but that is an impossible task. 
Those we help must find the Love of  God in their own hearts and join
on their own.  We, nor anyone else, can find that for them.  They must
be willing volunteers.  We all must be willing volunteers, willing
volunteers for Jesus' work."
	"AMEN," rumbles the assemblage.
	"So let's find some groundcars!" finishes Flannery, nimbly
hopping off the table and moving towards the door.  The crowd,
sensing that storytime is over, returns to their previous tasks or follows
Flannery. 
	"Why can't you get Nutrivend to deliver to the South
Projects?" I ask Hap as we're pushed along with the mob.
	"They say it's too dangerous," he replies through clenched
teeth.  "Too dangerous to offend Megapol, more likely."
	But weren't you once Megapol? I almost ask.
	Someone catches me by the arm before I can utter such
stupidities, though.  I glance to my side, and it is Wolf.  He wears his
predator's grin again.
	"What is it?" I ask.
	"Seger is ours."

In a vacant room apart from the rush of church members Wolf finds a
seat.  Resting on a large plastic barrel labeled 'SOY PRODUCTS--DE
NUTRIVEND" he repeats the good news.
	"Seger is ours!  Some of the lower southside amigos caught
wind that he was running for Rider Territory; they shot up his ride and
forced him into a highrise.  Nat and Fizzy drove in to finish him off,
and I'll be damned if Fizzy didn't personally capture him alive!"
	"Alive?" I cough.
	"Poor bastard," replies Hap.  "Poor fucking bastard."
	"It's pokestick time!" grins Wolf.  "Oscuro's throwing a party
to celebrate.  Starts at midnight."
	"Mandatory?" mumbles the green-cloaked Hap.
	"Very.  El Jefe wants to thank you again in front of
everybody."
	"Wow," I murmur.  "Can I come?"
	Hap opens his mouth, but Wolf beats him to the punch.
	"Fuck, yeah!  He really wants you to show up--you're the
sorry son-of-a-bitch who started this whole war!"
	Really.  Thanks, Nilwar, you conniving old bastard.
	"Do I need to rent a tux?" I ask.
	Wolf grins and slaps me on the back.
	"Nope.  Go home, take a nap, and then come as you are, but
most importantly be sure to show up on time--when Oscuro 'wants'
something, he damn well expects it to happen."

3/11/98

Ben Fischer, www.geocities.com/NapaValley/3169/index.htm

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